Save Myself Therapy | Taekook

Wish To Be Free

While at the Garden behind the University...

----Taehyung's Prov ------------

"Fine, I will tell you."

Jungkook looked at me with all seriousness and said "Go on"

I inhaled deeply and started telling him, "Well, you know how my parents were abusive, and they died, and how my first love turned out to be straight and got rejected?"

The other male gave me a nod and so I continued, "Well, after that my parent's death and the rejection I fell into depression." I sighed and looked up at the sky, "I didn't had friends, so on one tried to stop me, or well...they didn't even know about it. I tried to commit suicide."

Jungkook was watching the other male intently, who now sat up and was playing with grass. He remained still laid on the grass, watching the blue haired male's every movement.

I started again, "I sliced and sliced my arm many times and one day I passed out." A sad smile formed on my face when I remembered those days..."I thought... I died and I was happy, I was finally be able to be...free."

I couldn't stop the tears which were rolling down my cheek, "But , I woke up. I woke up in the hospital. I woke up to find my first love seated on the couch in corner of the room. His name is Park Bogum."

---Third Person's Prov---------------

Jungkook sat up wincing a bit. He looked at the dried blood on his arm and turned his gaze towards blue haired male's helpless state.

Taehyung was shaking and breathing hard, but still continued to speak, "He told me he saved me. But I didn't want to be saved, so when I was released I started to cut everyday a certain amount, wanting to die, but I didn't unfortunately."

"So, one day I walked to the rooftop on my building. I decided today was the day I die. I had no one who wanted me, so I jumped."

The blue haired male suddenly went motionless. The ravenette tried to open his mouth to speak, but got startled when Taehyung started to laugh.

"I didn't feel anything. It was like floating. I didn't feel the impact or anything. So, I assumed I died for real this time." He continued to laugh, while the breeze blew pass the blue strands. "But I didn't die. Bogum was painting in his balcony, his apartment was in the opposite building few blocks away from me. He even accidentally drew me in, he thought I was a bird. He then realized who it was when I was falling and he rushed over to help. I woke up in the hospital again. But I changed. I wanted to live. He told me so many things like he was my friend and what I was thinking."

Taehyung tried to smile through his tears, but his voice cracked, "and then I realized life is beautiful." He brought his hand towards his chest, "I was sad today, because I thought you were going to commit suicide Jungkook."

Jungkook was speechless and laid expressionless. The blue haired male sighed, "Are you okay now Jungkook?" the raventte nodded.

Suddenly Taehyung hugged the other male taking Jungkook in surprise and whispered, "I want to save you kookie."

Jungkook sat up a bit with the blue haired male still hugging him and awkwardly rubbed the other's back, "I know you can Tae."

Taehyung broke the hug and stood up, "You should get your ass to the lecture, mister!"

Jungkook looked into those hazel eyes and then back at his arm. The blue haired male saw it and rolled his eyes. He chucked a roll of bandage at the raventte, "Keep It on, oh, and don't forget to write this down!" and with that he walked away.

----Jungkook's Prov ----------------------

I saw Taehyung walking away and quickly stood up "Wait! Ah, Screw it.". I quickly bandaged up my wrist and started walking towards my next lecture. I managed to enter the classroom on time and took my seat. Seconds later the door burst opened and the class started to whisper silently.

I watched as the pink haired male stumbled towards his usual seat, but was occupied by Lisa. Then I saw Lisa pulling her leg out and making the pink haired male trip as he was proceeding towards the back seat. I gritted my teeth when Jimin took a seat beside me.

The whole class noticed the scene unfold and the professor who had entered saw me and Jimin seating a seat away also went silent. Two top Social Ranking Ex Lovers seating mere feet away was sure calm before the storm. Students were excited to wait for the outcome soon. Professors were well aware about F7 and their activities. Well they too had their bets made.

---Jin's Prov ------------------------

I waited by my car in the parking area, lectures were over. Soon, Taehyung came into my view, walking towards me with a bright smile, but I had a serious face.

Taehyung's eyebrows furrowed on why the other didn't return a smile. Soon his smile vanished from his face.

My lips were pressed into thin line and I was observing the other male with sad eyes. "what the hell is going on?" I said in low and concerned voice.

Taehyung bit his bottom lip and thought only one thing...He knows.

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** What are your thoughts...will Taehyung be able to save them? ...or there is something more hidden**