Save Myself Therapy | Taekook

Yes I Do

---Third Person's Prov ------------------

At the park...

Jin stepped back, not in fear but of shock. A feeble hand covered his agape mouth.

Namjoon just hung his head low.

Taehyung smiled despite his depressing outburst a few minutes before. "I would appreciate you don't tell anybody... especially not Jungkook." He turned away from them and waved back...

"Well I got to go..."

"Wait."

The blue haired male stopped once again but didn't turn around. His firm voice rang out, "Yes?"

Jin spoke now tears gathered at corner of his eyes, "I don't understand what you are saying"

Taehyung scoffed, "It is simple, Jin. I am dying."

The blue haired male heard a whimper but other voice spoke out, "Why?"

I looked ahead and held my right hand which was now shivering to not let others see. "I... I..."

Jin clenched his fist, "Don't tell us why. We don't need to know. I don't care why you are dying!" Namjoon looked at his lover with concern and the brunette continued trying not let tears slip pass.

The brunette yelled back, "I don't care! I don't care that you are dying! Why didn't you tell us before!" tears had started to roll down while Namjoon placed his hand on the brunette's shoulder to calm the other down.

A laugh echoed in the empty park. The blue haired male was laughing his back still turned towards them but they could see his body shake a bit. "I don't want to put more problems on my own troubled patients."

Naamjoon mumbled this time, "Friends. We are your friends"

The blue haired male sighed, "I knew Bogum was right." And chuckled to himself quietly, "I shouldn't have done this therapy crap. I shouldn't have made friends."

The blonde resisted the urge to slap the blue haired male, "Don't say that" he shouted...

The brunette who was quite for some time quietly said, "So, the therapist stuff was all lies?"

Taehyung shook his head, "No, that was all real. It was me who was fake. I lied. I am not happy. I am not healthy! Hell, I am not even completely sane!"

"You are lying!" Namjoon replied.

The blue haired male couldn't stop laughing at his situation, "I wish. I wish I was lying." His voice cracked, "But... I am not"

"Stop looking down on yourself!" the brunette spat and continued, "I don't care about the past! This the present! Live life now!"

The blue haired male kept laughing, "Someone told me that. Bogum, did actually." His laughter died down suddenly and a sad cracked voice was heard...

"But no one knows how hard that is. No one! I am alone with this feeling!" and suddenly his knees gave up and he broke down right there.

The duo rushed towards the blue haired male who was kneeled down holding his chest and crying out. They both hugged him and held him in their warm embrace in the middle. Namjoon soothingly rubbed his back while Jin gave a kiss on blue hair and whispered "You are not alone, Taebear. You have your friends."

Taehyung didn't say anything he just cried out. They held the blue haired male for a long time comforting him.

Then after seems like minutes later Taehyung sat up straight, his eyes puffy and red, but otherwise those hazel eyes didn't hold any emotions. His lips moved to talk...