Save Myself Therapy | Taekook

The Lunch

----Jimin's Prov --------------------

I smiled at yoongi who was now asleep on the table, so typical of you Min Yoongi.

I took a sip of my coke, when I felt my phone vibrate indicating a message had arrived. I quickly took it out from my jeans pocket and swiped to look at the notifications.

*******734: Hey

I smiled because I knew who it was and quickly replied back.

Jimin: Hey, uh, who are you?

*******734: Oh, I am Kim Taehyung, your therapist! Look two tables ahead of you. I am the boy with blue hair.

I quickly looked up scanning the cafeteria and soon my gaze fell on the said boy. It was the same boy from the restroom earlier. The blue haired male was seating at a table completely empty except for him and a boy with brown hair which were parted and his eyes were glued on Taehyung. Overall he was handsome, how much I could see. My eyes fell back on Taehyung who was smiling back at me with a soft gaze. I gave him a nod.

Jimin: Who are you sitting with?

Taehyung: Sorry, Jimin, I cannot tell you. My work is private. So I cannot tell anyone anything what you tell me either.

Jimin: Oh, I understand.

Taehyung: So, can you explain me your problem?

I looked up once again towards Taehyung's table, to find the blue haired male looking at the other boy at his table and laughing. The other male smiled back and Taehyung punched him on the shoulder. I soon looked back at my table to see if anyone noticed anything.

The people at my table were Rose, Jennie, Lisa, Kai and Felix. Yoongi was now busy talking to Lisa, I just ignored it and looked back at my phone and started to text back my whole story.

Jimin: Well when I eat I feel like puking it out, with the thought what if I gain weight. I also do this because the day I broke up with my boyfriend, I kept eating so much due to stress. When I got back to the University after summer break, people kept asking me, "Are you okay?", "Did you gain weight?". So, I got scared that people would judge me If I put a little weight, I would no longer be holding the tag as "Beauty of Crimson High". So I started to throw up my food. So, I did it so frequently, that, now, my body has become used to not consuming food and I just puke and puke, I hardly feel good anymore, I feel empty.

I looked back to see Taehyung. The brunette male on Taehyung's table was chewing on his pizza while the blue haired male's head was down, as if he was reading something on his phone. I saw the him shake his head and soon a beep indicated that I received a message.

I quickly looked back at my phone.

Taehyung: So, you want to stop being bulimic?

Jimin: Yes. Yes of course.

Taehyung: I will help you. I promise.

Jimin: Thank you so much. So, what should I do first according to you?

Taehyung: Before moving ahead, I have a question to ask.

Jimin: Yes?

Taehyung: What do you mean by "hardly feel good anymore..."?

Jimin: I mean to say, I am not beautiful.

I looked back again at Taehyung, to see him smiling softly staring at his phone.

Taehyung: My mochi, everyone is beautiful in their own special way.

My hands trembled a bit and tears formed in my eyes, how much I felt content after that message. I smiled a bit and texted back with my trembling fingers.

Jimin: I just met you and I already feel a connection with you. Thank you! Thank you so much, Tae!

Taehyung: You are welcome, I am glad I could help you.

Jimin: So, what do you suggest I do?

Taehyung: I want you to look in the mirror and tell me what you don't like and what you like about yourself.

Jimin: But lunch isn't over yet.

And soon I was brought back by Rose tapping on my shoulder. I looked at her. "Jimin lets go lunch is over"

I got up and started to follow my group when I bumped into someone. I quickly mumbled "Sorry". I rubbed my temple and looked up to see the person who I bumped into and a smile formed on my face.

"It is alright, Jiminaa". I saw Taehyung standing in front of me. He was now holding a purple book out towards me and said. "Here, I want you to write what you like and don't like about your body and also write down how you feel, what are you doing, why are you doing it, before you puke. Got it?'

I took the book and smiled back at Taehyung, "I got it, see you around Tae."

Taehyung gave me a raised brow, but quickly walked away. I turned around to walk when suddenly I bumped into someone's hard chest. What is with me and bumping into people.

I looked up and saw my best friend standing there with his arm around my waist lightly and other hand in his pocket.

"Who was that?" I heard him ask.

I laughed a bit, "Oh, it was just some guy I bumped into." Yoongi stared at me weirdly, not buying my lie but he let it go this once.

--- --Jungkook's Prov ---------------------

I glared at the scene in front of me. Yoongi was holding Jimin and discussing something and soon they walked together ahead disappearing out of my sight.

My heart felt heavy and my head felt light and nauseous. I walked back towards my next class and sat at the corner seat. I stared at the black book and then at the pen and sighed.

I am going to be writing in this thing more than I hoped I would.

-----Jin's prov -----------------------------

Soon the day was over and I walked towards the front gate of the University. I saw a boy standing alone watching the sky. I walked towards him and greeted. "Hey!"

The said boy turned his gaze towards me tilting his head a bit and smiled. "Hi there"

I looked at his features more clearly, my eyes roaming over his small body. I stared back at his blue hair and the next thing I blurted out made the other male laugh.

"Holy shit, is that your real hair color?"