Save Myself Therapy | Taekook

Do What You Want

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—---Taehyung's Prov —----------------------

I looked back at a certain spot on the table. I hope it is not what my sense is telling me... please. A shiver ran through my spine when my feet touched the cold floor. I walked towards the desk not leaving my gaze from that oh so familiar packaging of the bottle.

I moved my hand towards the bottle and clenched my fingers around it. Anger bubbling inside of me, I turned around when I heard the other.

"I didn't had it yet. Keep it back where it was."

"No, I am taking this with me." I glared back at the older ravenette who was now laying on the bed while his feet dangled on the edge of the bed. He had his one arm over his eyes while the other over his stomach.

"Taehyung"

I could hear the irritation in his voice but I knew how to handle Jeon's and their temper.

I went into the bathroom and emptied the bottle, flushing the contents for good sake.

"You shouldn't have done that..." I heard the other's voice. I threw the empty bottle in the trash and walked towards the bed where the ravenette was still in the same position.

"And let you die Eun-woo?" I sat on the bed kneeling and hovering slightly over the older ravenette who still had his arm over his eyes.

A chuckle resonated in the room and a smile formed on my lips, because I knew what the other was going to say next.

Eun-woo removed his arm which was hovering over his eyes and stared at the ceiling avoiding certain hazel eyes which were watching his every move.

"Isn't it funny you stopping me?"

"You know it would make your body go numb .... you know those medicines will make your body suffer... please for Jungkook. Eun-woo he needs you." I whispered, closing my eyes. A tear escaped my eyes and fell on the other, because I once had approached these medicines.

"Pabo" I heard him say and shuffled on the bed. I saw him lay down beside me. "What about me... She needed me and what did I do? I killed her." He whispered, staring back at the ceiling, but I heard it clearly.

—-----Third Person's Prov —-------------

Taehyung shook his head as sadness engulfed him. "He loves me"

Eun-woo sighed on hearing those words. He knew his baby brother had fallen deep for the beauty laying beside him. "I know, I heard"

The silver haired male shut his eyes, a frown etching his face again, "He can't love me."

"Don't be selfish" The elder ravenette said while flicking the other male's forehead.

Taehyung opened his eyes while rubbing the part on his forehead where the other had hit. "That is not selfish, selfish is becoming friends with everyone in the first place. That's the worst thing I have done yet. Soon I will be gone from everyone's life and they are going to hate me."

The silver haired male turned to his side, burying his face into the material of Eun-woo's shirt. His hands curled up into fist holding the material tighter.

The elder ravenette heard sniffles and turned to Taehyung's side so he could engulf the other into his arms. "Well it is better for them to have loved you once, while you were still alive, than to have had no one there to love you."

Taehyung felt the guilt rising up when it hit him that the ravenette was suffering from the love he lost... Tzuyu is the only love of Jeon Eun-woo. But he had to stop somewhere he just couldn't...

Eun-woo sighed once again, remembering Tzuyu's smile. He gritted his teeth trying to stop the dreadful sight of his love. He opened his eyes and patted the back of the tiny frame engulfed into his arms.

"Want me to drive you home?" Eun-woo asked the other and felt Taehyung slowly nodding his head. He could feel the other was draining out of energy. He pulled back from the silver haired male who was as expected finding it hard to keep his eyes open.

The elder ravenette lifted the other bridal style and walked out of his room. Taehyung rested his head on Eun-woo's shoulder, his body was tired and needed rest.

Eun-woo knocked on Jungkook's room and quickly announced his departure, trying to pray to the gods for his baby brother won't open the door.

"Hey baby brother, I will be out for a while!"

The other responded with a small "Hn" causing a smile on the sleeping male's face, That is so Jungkook . Taehyung was still aware of his surroundings and the typical reply of his favorite ravenette made him smile.

The elder ravenette walked down the stairs slowly, not wanting to startle the sleeping male in his arms. After a few minutes they reached towards his car.

The driver held the passenger door open as Eun-woo slowly placed the other on the seat. He grabbed the keys from the driver and entered the other side.

Taehyung had still few things to discuss with the elder ravenette. He tried to open his eyes and adjusted himself on the seat. He glanced at the view out of the window.

"I am sorry for pulling Jungkook into this mess."

Eun-woo glanced at the now awake silver haired male and chuckled. He looked back on the road. He ignored the statement and tried to give the other answer to their last conversion in his bedroom.

"Taehyung, they won't hate you. They might be a little mad and confused, but they won't hate you."

The elder ravenette could feel the other looking at him. "How do you know? How do you know that they won't Eun-woo?"

The elder ravenette couldn't help not smiling. He turned the steering wheel to take a right entering the premises of the Apartment complex where Taehyung resides.

"I don't know! But if they are your friends, why would they hate you? Would anyone hate you for dying?"

"Don't worry about it. Live life where you are. Love him back with all you have got. Don't repeat my mistakes"

Taehyung pressed his face across the cold surface of the window watching the car turn into the parking area. "Love him with all I have got?" He laughed, "But I don't want to just use him."

Eun-woo parked the car and sighed when he heard the other. "You love him though right? that is not using him then."

Taehyung turned his head towards the other, blinking his eyes, "I do love him..."

Eun-woo stared into the hazel orbs, He wished that fate would let Taehyung finally free. "Then show him you do". He leaned over ruffling the silver strands and pecked Taehyung's forehead and whispered.

"Do what you want Taehyung."

Taehyung blinked trying to hide his flustered state. He laughed later when he realized what he just said a few seconds ago. "I told him to prove to me his love. How ironic."

Eun-woo laughed, resting his head on his seat, "Foolish kids."

Taehyung punched the other on his arms and stuck out his tongue.

The elder ravenette playfully pushed the other out of his car. "Go now, Rest." Taehyung turned around and gave the ravenette his boxy smile and a flying kiss.

Eun-woo chuckled and drove off.

"Thank you, Eun-woo." Taehyung whispered watching the elder ravenette's car disappearing. He turned around and started walking towards his apartment.

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