Save Myself Therapy | Taekook

The Lawn

----Jungkook's Prov ----------------

Once again, my sleep was disrupted by the shitty alarm. I opened my eyes and came across the view of my wrist. Flashbacks of yesterday started to flood in my mind.

Flashback

"Help me, I can't stop."

"And then I realized life was beautiful" Taehyung laid his hand on his chest, "I was sad today, because I thought you were going to commit suicide."

Those glassy hazel eyes staring back at me...

Jimin stared at me, "He is my best friend he is supposed to comfort me at times like this."

"You loved me too much"

"Aww, cute you are blushing!" his heavy sweet voice said.

"All you got to do is sit with me at lunch. Oh, and be prepared for major spillage of tears." Was message send by Taehyung.

End of Flashback

I rubbed my temple and sat up, muttering "A lot happened yesterday."

I performed my morning routine with shower and drying my hair and walked downstairs. As usual I saw my brother with a cup of coffee in his hand and eyes on laptop.

While Taehyung was seated beside him, texting on his phone. He was smiling and snickering.

I walked towards the couch and coughed to gain their attention.

Taehyung looked up at me with pink tinted on his cheek, "Ah! Sorry! Do you want to go now, or...what?" I saw him lock his phone and slip it into his jeans pocket.

I walked towards the kitchen and grabbed my toast and started to head out of the door.

Taehyung followed me, but not before waving back at Eun-woo, "Uh, see you tomorrow!" he smiled at the elder Jeon.

I waited outside for the blue haired male. Taehyung closed the door behind and poked my arm, "Jeez, say something."

I looked at him, "Weirdo"

He smiled back at me and we started walking, "Why, thank you. I was thinking you were going to say that."

I just looked at the other and walked towards my car. Taehyung gave me a confused look and I just opened the passenger seat door indicating him to get inside while I walked towards the driver seat.

"Let's drive today to University, I will take a bit long route."

"Why not walk?" he asked me.

"I hold a reputation in University and have walked past few days without car, it will affect my reputation."

Taehyung sighed and continued to talk about cutting and I just listened and gave nods in between while concentrating on the road. Fifteen minutes had passed as my car entered the University gates towards the designated parking slot. We were early yet again...

I watched Taehyung walk towards the lawn and I followed him. We sat down at the same spot as before. Taehyung kept on blabbering about some kittens he came across one day which I didn't care much about to respond...

It was kind of nice feeling for once. Not having the emptiness. It was as if the blue haired male was filling all the spots slowly. Taehyung didn't even pause. I know he knows I am not even listening. Why is he even still talking? Is he trying to make me feel comfortable?

I watched at the facial expression of the blue haired male as he was speaking. Taehyung was facing ahead while talking...so I took my chance

Those hazel eyes shined bright and happy, while that warm smile placed on his lips. He looked altogether so happy. It confused me.