Save Myself Therapy | Taekook

It's Complicated

---Third Person's Prov ------------------

Taehyung leaned under Jungkook's face making the kiss turn into a forehead kiss. He hugged the ravenette around his torso tightly.

Jungkook felt his heart twist a little at the gesture silver haired male did. He wanted to kiss his lips, but pushed the thought aside and hugged back the other. He buried his face in the crook of Taehyung's neck. "Why?"

Taehyung knew the 'Why' was directed towards him, but he didn't have the strength to look up or say anything. He knew the gesture hurted the ravenette. He just hugged Jungkook tighter.

Jungkook felt the other press himself in the hug more. He knew he couldn't force the silver haired male to say anything so he just held the other male tighter in his embrace. After a while he felt the grip on his back loosen and sniffle sound.

The ravenette shifted backwards a little and titled his head down. Taehyung had his face still buried in his chest. He heard another muffle, "I want to love you back. But it's too complicated."

Jungkook kept on staring into those glassy hazel eyes. Taehyung looked up, tears glistening down his cheeks and a sob passed his lips, "I am sorry."

The ravenette's eyes softened watching the other in such a vulnerable state. He held silver haired male's chin, brushing his thumb on those soft lips. He looked back into those hazel orbs and forced a smile. "Well, then, I guess this is it for now." He said while the pain in his heart had increased with every word he spoke.

-----Jungkook's Prov ---------------------

I watched him smile faintly at me, but those eyes. Those eyes look like they are seeing past through me. What is going on?

I tried not to frown and maintain the smile, possibly trying to convince myself more than him that I am fine.

Suddenly he fell back into my chest and hugged me. I couldn't get over the fact that this was he end of whatever they were going to be?

I stayed still while the Taehyung was still hugging me, but after sometime I felt his arms fall down and his head began to slide down my chest. I looked down and saw his eyes were closed.

I smiled and layed him on the bed In comfortable position. Pulled the covers over his petite frame to keep him warm. My hands lingered over his cheek and brushed away those silver locks which were covering the eyes.

Taehyung had a cute pout on his face. I laughed to ease my temptation to kiss it. I stood up quietly to not disturb the other, but my eyes traveled over Taehyung taking in his peaceful form. I averted my gaze and looked ahead at the night sky which was visible from the window.

"Why can't you just love me?" I said hoping to receive a reply, but who was I kidding the person who could answer, was in no state to hear it.

I walked out of the room closing the door behind me carefully. I looked up to find Bogum leaning against the wall with an amused smirk. I scoffed and raised my brow.

The other male laughed a bit, "Did he fell asleep on you?"

I just gave a nod.

I saw Bogum walk towards me with a smile, "Please, let him sleep. He be usually up studying during night, so he needs this."

I glared at him and chuckled, "Yeah, yeah, I was about to leave anyway." I walked into the living room towards the door. My legs halted right in front of the door. I turned back and saw Bogum looking at me. "Why is Taehyung loving me so complicated?" I mumbled.