loving the heartless

chapter 27

Only you know my inner moon ...

Karen's pov...

The next morning I woke up with  determination. To get the answers I deserve to know what's the truth .

Does he really like me. ? I wonder what he thinks of me ?
That kiss.
That kiss still give me chills and shiver throughout my body . The soft peck , the teasing.
Ah ! Can't get enough .

Surely I have to give my explanation for running away again .

Why do I always run away..

As much as I try . I cannot trust people too easily . It's difficult for me to open up, to let someone in ,
to let them close to me and be vulnerable . They can hurt me . They can break my heart. They can cause me pain. It has happened in the past .
And that thought scares me till now .

Can he be really different ?

"Hey kay, court , lilly  , get ready we are going for a pool party " Laura came rushing in.

Ah! The trouble came so soon ...

"Man !  A pool party? " Lily questioned .

"Yes, and in the evening there will be treasure hunt games" Laura explained excitedly .

"Guess someone is too much excited " Courtney exclaimed ...

" Of course , haven't you heard me , girls it's a  pool party .. you know we can show off  ourselves!" Laura said.

" Umm , can I stay in"? I said thinking about the questionnaire I had to do today .

"No"
"No"
" Hell noo!
All three of them said simultaneously .

"No wayy! You are going . You will flaunt yourself up. Forget about him for a while and enjoy this ." Lilly said .

"Before you have to talk spend some time having fun kay, you already look so tensed " laura said next to me .

"And this fun thing will clear your head up" Courtney said.

Agreeing to them , I changed my mind .
we picked up our clothes ..
Of course it was a pool party. The girls were deciding on their outfits .

And here I'm thinking about what should i actually ask him .

Why did you kiss me ?
Was it good ?
Duhhh stop .

Um I ran cause you have a girlfriend !.

Lord ! Why am I giving explaination!.

Okay , Kristian you have a girlfriend then why did you kiss me out of no where ?

Yes ! Exactly !
Calm and collected..

Act normal it isn't a big deal .

Only to realise it is to me . Ever since the grey eyed guy came into my life I haven't been thinking straight. He is everywhere I go.

Does the destiny thing really works ?

Then how come destiny decided that he will be in a relationship already .

He even kissed me but he is still with her .
Is it really worth it ??

Will I make a complete fool out of myself  by asking him this ?

"Am I a fool" I suddenly said ..

"Wearing a crop top with some shorts isn't that much of a thing that a fool would do".Courtney said suddenly.