loving the heartless

Chapter-21

The sky's like you, lovely but cold....

Talking would be an understatement I guess.
You can never really have the talk with someone you like. And specially if you had that ignoring game going so strong and the same outcomes comes from the other side.

We went out in the garden. The moon was shining too bright.
I wonder if the moon too knows about my feelings.

My thoughts were blurred. I wonder what he is thinking! What if he says that he doesn't wanna talk to me.
Hell! You are already not talking to him.

He looks hot today , and smells really good I wonder what perfume..

"Hi"

Wow after all these times , this is what I am hearing.

"Hi" I whispered.

"How are you?"

"Umm Kristian I'm fine..." I tried to lighten the mood.

"Wonder who made you fine "

"What"?

"Yeah, I mean seems like you don't have much liking to me " he seemed angry now.

Maybe I'm doomed.

"That's not ...."

" Then"?

He took one step towards me. And I took a step back. He noticed me. And he took another step towards me and I reciprocated the same thing by taking a step back.
He kept on coming closer to me untill I felt something on my back.

We were under the big tree and he still kept on coming closer even though he knew I had nowhere to go.

Caging me under his arms he looked at me. I was still mesmerised by him and at the same time a bit scared of what the outcome can be.

"Don't you like me Karen"?

Huh? What ? What did he just .. did he just ask me what I think he asked me .
Damn I'm not making any sense but omg .

"What"?

Smart answer Karen

"Why are you ignoring me ? Did I do something? Or did I hurt you by any chances ?"

"No Kristian, I'm not ignoring you. It's just that we have been busy and the competition is coming so soon a-and...

" And you prefer Kevin over me right "!

Where did he came from ?

"Kristian, what are you..."

"No like seriously, you started ignoring me as soon as he came . I'm so not dumb Karen. Why are you ignoring me like that? I tired calling you ! And I even tried messaging you  . But you are clearly been busy with him to notice me right "

"No, my Christ , Kristian I'm so not interested in anyone"!

As long as you don't come into the play
Damn , mind give me a break.

"Do you hate me "?
As he said this he started coming closer to me. He angled his face and his lips were only a centimeter away from mine.

Omg omg what what is he gonna kiss me ? Omg but what will I do should I kiss him back?

"Tell me Karen, do you hate me "?
His lips were inches away from mine but they didn't touch mine.

Kiss me already