loving the heartless

chapter-8

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Karen's POV

Many things were running through my mind.
Why is this happening ?
First I saw the kiss and the eye contact and him helping me. And then meeting him here.

Will I ever let this go?
Yes I can why not

Just ignore and pretend that you don't care. And whoop the deed will be done. No longer the eye contacts and stuffs.

Just when My thoughts stopped. I saw them coming downstairs for dinner .

"Mum, ca-n I, umm ...

"What is it sweet heart ? My mother looked concerned

"Can I have my dinner in my room"?

"But why karen? You aren't like that .. Whenever we have some guest coming over "

"Mum , today was a hectic day and I got a loads of project to finish and files to complete "..

"Hmm, okay but at least say hello to him okay? "

" yes mom" I smiled cheerfully

Ha! Never knew this would be that easy .. Now no more eye contact no more crazy beating of my heart ...

I took my dinner as fast as I could to my room .. Surely my mom told me to greet him. But i think what happened today was enough greeting for him to know and for me to acknowledge him..

I entered my room and ate my dinner while watching Netflix . and the whole time I was thinking about him ..
After eating, I decided to do my homework ..  Maybe this could take my mind off him..  But all was in vain

I was thinking about him . about his eyes and the way they looked right through me .. And the way he talked ..
His voice is like a melody to my ears .

Okay! Stop he has a girlfriend ..wake up now ..

Washing my face I took out my homework and started studying .

I checked my clock
It was past midnight . Everyone  would be sleeping now .

And I needed to refill  my bottle . I walked to the kitchen and opened the fridge ..  Maybe I can have a chocolate as a midnight snack..

I filled my bottle and I was eating the chocolate while watching the moon

I love moon .. And its beauty .. Its too peaceful and quiet .. Just watching the moon and getting lost in that world.

I didn't even realise that how long I was standing there .. As I turned .....

Omg!! What the...

He was standing right in front of me.
And he was looking at me.
 
Great! Now he knows I am fool standing in the middle of the night looking at the moon .

He probably thinks I have lost my mind ..

"Umm... What are you doing here "?

"I wanted a glass of water to drink" he rasped..

"Oh umm here ..."

I gave him the bottle . He took the bottle and our fingers touched .I nearly shivered at the contact.

Get a grip karen.. 

I looked at our touching fingers and when I looked up I saw him looking at me.

Why do you keep looking at me like that?

As the realisation set in he withdrew his hands ..

"So well, goodnight " he said

"Gg-oo-dnii-ght" I stammered

I could see him smirking , as if he knew the effect he had on me ..
He left the kitchen and I was still standing where he left me .

What is it that keeps me involved in you Kristian ... I really wanna know...

I went to my room .

Lying on my bed I was thinking about the incidences that happened. And what was it like  when we touched .

Damn I am going crazy ...

Maybe crazy for him?...oh hell no  this cannot go on .

I need to stay away from him ... He is just my brothers best friend ..I don't even know him .

Karen grey , you don't have to think about him . Concentrate on your studies. That's it ignore him as far as possible .

Whole night I tossed and turned. Finally I slept dreaming about those grey eyes ....