loving the heartless

chapter-15

I don't want perfect
                             I want real....

When you want something and suddenly the universe turns into a wish granting factory. Making your every wish come true in the best way possible but in my case the worse way possible.

What is he doing here ? More specifically why is he here ? How does he know where my room is? Is he following?

Oh right following so that his Lil sis doesn't get lost in the mansion.
Take care of everyone are we ?

Geez! Calm down women, what the hell is wrong with you. You were never the wild one.

Speak up something you idiot. You are literally just standing in front of him.

Is he in my room? Invite him in

"Uhh, umm yeah come in "

Gone

He walked in and I stood at the door.
Should I close it? Won't it be too awkward closing the door it's not like we are doing anything.

But you wanna right ?

Someone just kill me already.

"You can close the door" he spoke

And my heart stopped. Shit! He is in my damn room... OMG we are like alone shit.

I closed the door and looked at him and I stopped breathing for a minute.

He was simply just looking but many emotions were swimming in his eyes. Gosh his eyes , I can never get enough of those grey eyes looking right through me.

I am a goner totally .

"Umm why are you here"? I mustured some guts to speak. And I bet he can sense the nervousness in my voice.

Shit, don't be nervous Karen , you have done this talk before so it's okay. He is also older than you maybe he came to check his Lil sis so calm down .

"Are you okay"? He asked

Well done! See I told you he came to check upon his little sis.

Maybe he doesn't see you as a sister but something else , but he has a girlfriend , everyone makes mistake.  But don't you think that you are that mistake maybe he doesn't want to make?

Agreed

"Yes" I speak

He kept on looking for long enough for me to feel nervous again.

"Why are you here "? I asked

"I came to check upon you. Back there you seem a bit sad"

"I was not sad I was tired "

"Surely your eyes speak more louder than your words , Candy"

Wait what? Candy? Classified as sister Karen brilliant.

"You shouldn't be here" I said.

What's happening to me. Why am I so rude to him. I went in the balcony to calm myself down.

He didn't do anything Karen and maybe he doesn't even know how you feel. So suck it up and talk to him nicely. You are talking to him for the very first time.
 

He came and stand next to me and my heart beat quicken. Why isn't he saying anything. And why is he still here?

"Don't think too hard bubblegum or else you'll get wrinkles at a very young age and then you'll be an angry old lady  " he tried to joke.