loving the heartless

Chapter -19

I look for you in every moon...

Next day I woke up and got ready for my University.
Strangely it started to feel so good to call it that way.
Maybe it's because of the friend circle I have or maybe it's because of the grey eyed guy.

Whatever maybe the reason , I guess it makes me happy what so ever ...

Yeah , what else can it be ..... It's probably the grey eyed guy or man .

Wanna kiss him ....

Wanna feel ....

Okay mind ! Give me some break..

Damn! My conscience is super opposite of me.

But for me I still  don't really believe in love.

Dear heart, last time was enough.

With these thoughts on I got ready.

As I was already running late I grab an apple and got out to catch my bus ..

Hopefully just please don't let me miss it.

I just got in time and thankfully I didn't miss it.

Damn, I totally forgot about Kristian.

As soon as I thought of him. My phone rang . And I didn't knew luck would be on my side .
It was him who was calling me .

"Hello"?

"Where are you"?

"I'm in the bus , why"?

"Why did you took the bus, we could have gone together "!

"I thought..... I .. I"

What should I say? That I didn't want to be seen with you cause you are damn popular. Not to forget that you have a girlfriend.
She would probably kill me if she knew about this .

" You don't have to be this shy Karen, we are Friends now. We are going to hang out anyway so why not be comfortable about it ?"

"What"?

Did he just friend zoned me ?

"Did you not hear a word I said"?

"Yeah, I did ..I'll ... I'll keep that in mind Kristian".

"Yeah,"

And we both went quite .

"So I'll see you in  college Karen"

"Yeah see you around".

Did I just got friend zoned .?
What else could I be ! We are just friends .

We are only friends Karen ..just don't think too much .

College came in no time. I saw my friends as usual waiting for me .

I went to my class as they went to their practice .

In the lunch break I didn't see Laura or court or Lilly .

They said they would be free for lunch so now where are they?

I went to check the auditorium and saw everyone practicing there.

Lilly waved as she saw me. And I saw everyone , the whole squad there. Even him with his girlfriend .

Ignore him Karen . He is not yours . You are just his friend. So don't think too much.