To Be Alive And Desired

Chapter 4: Risky Woman

Saturday. Day off for many, including Nelson, Trinity, and Minnie. Not the case for Elise. She is the one who wakes up and goes to work today. She doesn't mind, because of the chance of seeing Holden again. They message each other back and forth. More compliments, more talk of the night before, and more sexting. Anna is off today and Elise enjoys her break alone. Then she receives a picture of Holden's hard cock, immediately turning her on. She replies "WHOA" and "I want that!". Seconds later he replies "How bad?" and Elise responds "Really fucking bad. I keep thinking about you". A minute later Holden responds "You'll get it" and "I keep thinking about you too." and that puts a smile on Elise's face. It seems like ages ago when Nelson (or anyone) wanted her this badly. It feels nice to Elise, to be desired by a man she desires.

Jenna: Can I ask you something?

Elise quickly puts her phone down as she sees Jenna come to her table and sit across from her.

Elise: Umm, sure. What is it?

Jenna: Do you ever feel awkward? Like, when the managers try to make a joke to you, and it's not funny, and you can tell they're trying to impress you? Like, it's not funny, but I don't want them to get mad at me, so I just pretend to laugh like "Haha!". You know what I mean?

Sadly, Elise is no longer smiling.

Elise: No. I, don't ever have that problem.

Jenna: Lucky.

Suddenly it hits Elise, that she is in a position she is glad to be in. She doesn't have to deal with annoying jerks trying to hit on her, but she is wanted by a man she lusts over. That brings a smile back to her face.

Elise: You're right. I am lucky.

Elise rubs Jenna's hand for a moment.

Elise: I'm not young and pretty like you are though.

Jenna: Are you kidding? You're hot.

Elise: Heh. Thank you, Jenna. You don't have to say that.

Jenna: I'm being serious. If I look as good as you when I'm your age, I'll be satisfied.

Elise: Thanks.

Jenna: No problem. Your husband's a lucky guy. No wonder he's always so nice and in a good mood when I see him.

Elise: Yeah.

One of the male managers walks in with a yogurt in his hands.

Male Manager: Hey Jenna, you enjoying your fun weekend?

Jenna: Heh, yeah. TONS of fun here at work.

Male Manager: I had this customer complain to me about a T.V. they had a coupon for that expired last November. She tried to say the year on the expiration date was a printing error.

He and Elise laugh while Jenna fake laughs, but he only keeps his eyes on Jenna. Once again, it is as if Elise isn't even there. But she doesn't mind when she thinks about Holden. She goes back to her phone and messages with him, and he says "Send me a pic of you nude.". Elise never saw herself as one of "those kinds of girls" that takes nude pictures of themselves and sends them to guys. But things are different now, and so is Elise.

Elise: You both take care.

Jenna: Oh no. Your break is already over?

Elise: Yeah.

Elise stands up, and then sees in Jenna's eyes that she doesn't care to be alone with the manager.

Elise: Jenna, isn't your break almost up too?