To Be Alive And Desired

Chapter 10: Fuck It

She, was a bored wife and mother, longing for escape. He, was her escape. She, needed to be happy again. He, was all she needed.

Holden Bennet leaves the hotel he and Blair are staying at, and goes to a park in the woods near Elise's job. He looks around, seeing no one in sight. There is an open field in front of him and he can imagine himself and Elise playing in the rain. Then she arrives. Holden smiles and exits his car.

Elise sees Holden walking over to her car in the rain. He walks through the rain as if it doesn't affect him at all. She sees that smile on his face that she can't get enough of, and it brings joy to her. Mostly everything about Holden brings her happiness.

Holden: Are you going to come out!?

Elise opens her window.

Elise: What?

Holden: I said are you going to come out? Or are you just going to leave me standing here in the rain?

Elise: Get in here!

Holden: No.

He looks right into her eyes.

Holden: You come out here.

Elise puts her window back up, keeps her eye on Holden, who isn't moving, and she smiles as she turns off her car. Holden opens Elise's door and she joins him in the rain. While at work today Elise heard the song "Slave To Love" by Bryan Ferry and right now she can't get the song out of her head as Holden takes her by the hand and leads her into the middle of the field.

Elise: Don't you get scared of the rain making you catch a cold!?

Holden turns to her.

Holden: No. What will make me sick is not living. Not kissing you right now.

He kisses Elise and she gladly kisses him back. Normally, she would run from the rain, but right now she couldn't be happier to be in it with Holden. Both lovers run their hands through each other's wet hair as they passionately kiss. The rain hitting them only makes it better.

Holden: I could take you on that bench and fuck you right now.

Elise: No. I don't want to move from this spot. Just kiss me like there's no tomorrow.

Holden: Gladly.

They continue to kiss as the rain hits harder.

Elise: Whoa! This is hitting hard!

Holden: Yeah?

Holden grinds his hard dick against Elise's leg.

Elise: I meant the rain! But I don't mind that!

She grabs Holden's penis and starts stroking it through his pants.

Elise: If I make you cum right now, you can still go around like regular and no one would know. They would just think it's from the rain.

Holden rubs Elise's butt as he moans a little.

Elise: Think I can do it?

Holden: Go ahead.

Elise looks into Holden's eyes as she continues to stroke his penis, and she feels him squeeze her ass.

Holden: Fuck. I love your touch.

Holden pauses and then Elise does as well.

Elise: Holden?

Holden holds Elise by her face and looks deep into her eyes for a few seconds. Then he says it.

Holden: I love you, Elise Campbell.

A huge smile comes to Elise's face.

Elise: And I love you too, Holden Bennet!

Once again, the lovers passionately kiss. When they let go, Elise notices Holden look at something behind her, so she turns. Then she sees a car is parked about twenty feet from hers.

Holden: You recognize them?

Elise: I don't recognize the car, but it could be someone either I or Nelson know. Let's go in the car.

She turns to Holden.

Elise: Please. Don't fight me on this.

Holden nods and joins Elise in her car. They look at the car and see a man and woman inside of it, but can't see who they are.

Holden: Well, it was fun while it lasted. The fun in the rain. Do you have to go back to work now?

Elise takes a few deep breaths as she looks at the car, and then quickly turns to Holden.

Elise: Fuck it.-

-Elise Campbell leans over, undoes Holden's pants, and pulls out his cock. She then starts sucking it, not caring who is around. She stopped playing it safe days ago, and doesn't plan to stop. A very happy Holden Bennet enjoys the blowjob given to him by Elise.

When Elise goes back to work, she is soaked from the rain, but with a smile on her face. The male manager takes a second look at her as they pass.

Male Manager: You look wet.

Elise looks in his eyes.

Elise: I could have you in trouble for sexual harassment for that.

The manager stops and thinks about what he just said, while Elise continues going on her way.

This evening Elise enjoys her time with Nelson, Trinity, and Minnie. They play a board game together and although it is nice family time, the main thing that has Elise happy throughout the whole night is the fact that Holden told her he loved her. Before Elise goes to sleep tonight, she and Holden say "Goodnight" and that they love each other.

Nelson: Hey babe.

Elise: Yeah?

Nelson: Me and the guys are gonna go for some drinks on your next day off, ok?

Elise: Oh. Ok.

Elise couldn't care less about Nelson drinking with his friends, until it hits her that him being with his friends could mean she won't get to spend that time with Holden. Minutes later, after replaying her fun with Holden in the rain in her mind, she falls asleep.

Elise is at a College party and through all of the partiers, she sees Blair Cruz. With one finger Blair motions for Elise to follow her, so she does. She follows her into a room. Although they are not alone, the two ladies pay no attention to anyone else.

Blair: Let's do this.

Blair pulls Elise close and rubs her face and hair while looking into her eyes.

Elise: I've never done this.

Blair: You'll love it. I know I will.

Elise: Ok. Tell me what I have to do.

Elise firmly grabs Blair's ass.

Blair: There you go. That's good.

She whispers in Elise's ear, with her lips hitting.

Blair: That's Real good.

Right as they are about to kiss, Elise wakes up from her dream. She is extremely turned on, and wishing Blair was in bed with her instead of Nelson. Elise decides tonight that she wants to have sex with Holden and Blair. She plans to tell Holden in the morning, and hopes they are able to have a threesome very soon.