𝐚𝐛𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 , 𝗌𝗅𝖾𝖾𝗉𝗒 𝖻𝗈𝗒𝗌 𝗂𝗇𝖼

𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗀𝗈𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗇

trigger warning . attempted suicide , neglect , screaming , arguing , degrading , abuse

word count . 3576

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tommy was younger, his siblings, his dad and him got along so well. there wasn't a sad day with them, but when he turned eight, everything drastically changed. will started to get so distant from him. techno hardly talked to him. phil didn't have anymore time for tommy, only for his brothers. so here he is, at the age of sixteen sitting on top of a cliff with no supervision whatsoever. it's not like they would actually care if anything happened to him. even though they don't directly say it, tommy is the disappointment of the family in their eyes.

he is the reason their mother is not with them. he is the reason for so many problems caused in the kingdom. he just so loud and annoying towards them. obviously the whole obnoxious, loud and annoying persona is a bit, he is quite the opposite. many people of the kingdom sometimes forget that he exists because his brothers and dad hardly take him places with them. he doesn't blame them though.

it was about to get dark soon and he needed to head out before it got too dark. he was sneaking out again to see his best friend, tubbo. obviously his 'family' didn't know about tubbo because he is not involved with the royals. tubbo and he had been sneaking around to see each other for about two years now and sometimes he would be gone for days and no one would notice. he usually stays in his room and doesn't come out anyways. speaking of tubbo, tommy saw him waiting in their usual spot with his normal big grin.

"hey big man!" tommy greeted.

"tommy!!" tubbo screamed with a huge smile as he got up and hugged tommy tightly.

"clingy much" tommy muttered, hugging tubbo tighter.

"oh shush!" tubbo sighed, "i havent talked to or seen you in two days!" tubbo reminded.

"how was your trip?" tommy questioned, remembering why they two hadn't talked in two days.

tubbo told tommy all about his trip while the both of them stayed standing up, hugging each other as if they were going to never see each other again. tommy was considerably taller than tubbo, so he just rested his head on top of his while quietly listening to all the fun adventures he had with his family. he'd admit it. he was very jealous of how much of a nice family tubbo had, but he deserved every single good thing that came his way.

"how was your day?" tubbo questioned.

"the same" tommy shrugged.

"nobody talk to you?" tubbo questioned, tommy just shook his head, "well, thats what im for!" tubbo reassued, which made tommy smile.

tubbo and tommy decided to lay down in the grass to admire all the stars, while obviously talking. he wished he didn't have to sneak around to talk to tubbo, but he was just afraid of what phil, techno and will might do to him. tubbo and tommy talked so long that they didn't even realise that it had been five hours!

"shit, tubs we gotta go!" tommy remembered, seeing the sky colour start to darken.

"okay, bye toms, love ya" tubbo said, hugging tommy.

"bye tubs, love you" tommy muttered, pulling away from tubbo.

the two of them split ways and he quickly rushed back inside the castle walls. the place that he always snuck out of was never guarded so it was easy to get in and out. once he had successfully got back into he room, he closed his window and turned around to go to his closet to find his pyjamas but saw techno sitting on a chair in his room with a book in hand.