𝐚𝐛𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 , 𝗌𝗅𝖾𝖾𝗉𝗒 𝖻𝗈𝗒𝗌 𝗂𝗇𝖼

𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗇 𝖻𝖾𝖿𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗂 𝗀𝗈

trigger warning . suicide , overdose

word count . 2180

song fic . listen before i go ( billie eilish )

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phil had come home early from work. tommy had been left alone because both his brothers also had things going on. will had piano practise and techno had violin practise. tommy was 17 now and had been left home alone before, so phil wasn't too worried. but he should've been.

"i'm home!" he called out, placing his things down on the coffee table. when he didn't get a response from his youngest, he slowly made his way up the wooden stairs, each step making a creak once phil's feet stepped onto it. he saw tommy's bedroom door closed, so he gently knocked. no answer.

phil slowly opened tommy's door and looked around, expecting to see tommy with earphones in on his bed. only to see tommy on the floor, his eyes fighting to stay open. on the floor in front of tommy was an empty bottle of pills. phil rushed over to tommy's side, gently picking his youngest up. his breathing was shallow.

"tommy?" phil called, gently slapping the side of tommy's face to wake him up. "toms please wake up" phil pleaded, shaking tommy.

"d-dad" tommy managed to whisper out, his eyes opening the tiniest bit so he could see the outline of his father. phil needed to call the ambulance but his phone was all the way downstairs and he was scared to leave tommy alone.

take me to the rooftop

i wanna see the world when i stop breathing

phil nodded his head and gently picked his youngest son up. tommy was much lighter than phil expected, way too much lighter. he  carried tommy carefully up the steps to the rooftop of the house. they got to an area where it was safe to sit and the two of them lay.

turning blue

tommy's fingertips and lips were now a purplish-blue. his skin was pale as if he was a ghost. slowly, tommy's body was going cold. phil took off his coat and wrapped it around his youngest son. tommy was looking out into the city infront of him. "god tommy, i am so sorry." phil sobbed out, "i love you so much" he sighed out, kissing the top of his head.

tell me, love is endless, don't be so pretentious

leave me, like you do

phil's heart shattered. he looked down onto the street and saw wilbur and techno walking. "WILBUR! TECHNO!" phil screamed, grabbing the attention of his kids. they looked up and saw tommy in his arms. they immediately knew something was wrong and started running.

"why tommy? we need you" phil continued sobbing, caressing tommy's cheek softly.

if you need me

wanna see me

better hurry

'cause i'm leaving soon

seconds later, will and techno came rushing to the two of them. "toms.." will sighed out. "i'm so sorry" he apologised. they should've noticed he was hurting so long ago.