𝐚𝐛𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 , 𝗌𝗅𝖾𝖾𝗉𝗒 𝖻𝗈𝗒𝗌 𝗂𝗇𝖼

𝗌𝖺𝗏𝗂𝗈𝗎𝗋

trigger warning . attempted suicide , cuts

word count . 3368

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Tommy, Will and Techno were currently out on a late night Thursday walk. The three of them were really stressed out because of streaming, so their dad told them to go take a walk to clear their minds. While they were walking their normal route, tommy looked up at one of the buildings and saw a figure sitting on the rails of the roof

Tommy had a bad feeling. He ran away from Will and techno, running through the abandoned building, up the stairs and up to the rooftop as fast as he could. Techno and will were so confused on why tommy was going into an abandoned building. They sighed and just sat on the ground waiting for their brother to walk out, so they could hopefully go back home. When tommy got to the top, he quietly opened the door and walked closer to the boy

Tommy: h-hello?

The boy jumped and he turned around looking at tommy

???: w-who are you? What are you doing here
Tommy: I'm tommy! What's your name?
Tubbo: Tubbo..
Tommy: hey Tubbo, it's nice to meet you. Could you come over to this side so we can talk
Tubbo: I know what you're trying to do. It's not going to work, just go
Tommy: Tubbo, I'm willing to listen if you just trust me. I know we just met and you don't have any reason to trust me but I'm here to help

Tubbo sniffed and looked Tommy up and down

Tubbo: you wouldn't understand
Tommy: *sigh* you're feeling empty. Like everything you do isn't worth anything. You try so hard to impress people, but nothing seems to work. It's exhausting to put a smile on your face everyday. Getting out of bed seems like a struggle. Sometimes you wish you could just stay asleep and never wake up. Your whole life just seems useless. You feel like yourself losing yourself

Tubbo looked at tommy, his mouth slowly falling open

Tubbo: h-how?
Tommy: Tubbo, I was you once. I know what you're going through. Please let me help you. There is so much more to life. I know it seems really hard, but I promise you that it'll get easier
Tubbo: you couldn't possibly know if my life is going to get easier
Tommy: I do know that it will Tubbo
Tubbo: you know how I feel, you won't know what happens if I jump
Tommy: i *sigh* overdosed on pills, my brother got to me on time
Tubbo: oh..
Tommy: im willing to listen to you talk Tubbo. Just please do not jump. You matter so much more

Tommy walked closer to Tubbo, extending his hand out. Tubbo looked at Tommy's hand and then up to him. The brunette broke out into sobs

Tubbo: why are you helping me? You don't know me
Tommy: because I've lost people to suicide, my family nearly lost me to it. Your family must be worried sick about you Tubbo. Finding your note, frantically trying to find you
Tubbo: h-how do you know ab- oh
Tommy: please Tubbo. Let me help you. I will listen to you

Tubbo sniffled and hesitantly grabbed Tommy's hand. The blond sighed in relief, helping Tubbo over. The brunette fell into Tommy's arms sobbing, the blond just gently rubbing tubbos back

Tommy: it's gonna be alright Tubbo, I got you
Tubbo: t-thank you tommy
Tommy: you don't need to thank me
Tubbo: if you didn't come up here, I would've jumped
Tommy: all things happen for a reason