16 Jimin (BTS)

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Park Jimin, my boyfriend of two year. The one who stole my first kiss and swore would be my last and only. The one I bid my 'I love yous' to. The one I trusted and was trusted by. The one that, when we get in to arguments, would be the first to apologize and stay by my side. The one I thought would be mine.

Was exactly the one that stormed off the other day and didn't come back.

It didn't make matters any better, that the fact that our topic of argument was central of my all time enemy. The one girl that made everyday a nightmare ever since I enrolled in the same high school with her. The one that spread false rumor in front of my face, like it was no big deal. The one that started a clustered of students to target me. 

The very fact that my boyfriend and I grew apart for the past few days, and coincidentally he gained interest in my her wasn't exactly helping. It just gave me more reasons to throw myself in a hole of self-pity.

He knew damn right I straight up hated her guts. But it didn't stop him from pouring his attention to her and ignoring me, not anymore.

I pulled my sleeves further down my fingers, trying to find warmth from the cold stares everyone was giving me, and the blizzard my boyfriend is inviting me in. I swallowed trying to force away the tears that were drowning my eyes as I enter the class I used to didn't mind.

When he was there beside me telling me it was fine, that he was there to protect me and hold my hands to comfort me from the insults everyone was throwing. 

All because she was also there.

But not today, the seat next to mine stayed empty.

And the seat beside her had a new owner.

It was math class, I couldn't divert my attention to the lesson so I ended up not understanding any of the homework questions. But more so, the problem I hold less understanding to was still the reason of our argument.

Were we over already?

What did I do wrong?

I watched as the messy pen markings blurred out with my tears, blending away the blue lines and tiny spots on the page quivered up, forming wrinkles.

I skipped the rest of the day, knowing how I won't be able to stop my tears when I watch him walk past me like I no longer exist and take up a space in his vision. When she walk along side with him, her lips in a taunting smirk.

The detour I took, took longer than my usual route. It would of been hard to walk home alone in the familiar path that was once where he held my hands and told me how we can do our homework later in the night.

I sulked into my bed, cradling my phone in my hand, hoping for every minute to be the one he would finally call at. 

To tell me everything is okay, when it's not. To tell me excuses that I'll buy no matter how irrational it would be. Because, I'm not okay without him.

I just want him to come back, just like he always did.

There was a short vibration followed by my soft ring tone of a record of Jimin's melodious voice, before it was cut off about a second later.

I ignored it, knowing it was most probably my mom. The school would of informed her by now of my sudden absences and she's probably all boiled up about it.

Ever so slowly, with the throb of pain in my heart, I drifted to a restless sleep.

Numerous beeps of notification sounded in rapid cut off whistles. I force open my eyes furrowing it at the sunlight. I just wasted a whole afternoon that stretched out into the night to think about something I wasn't capable of understanding.

I turn on my phone and swipe in my password with my eyes still cringing to the light. Typing in the password had become regulated and being it was Jimin's birthday made it almost hard to forget, even in my sleep.

I scrolled through my phone and clicked the message icon that appeared with 7 unread messages.

2 of them were from one of my only friends in school,  I skipped it and scrolled onto the next 5.

Park Jimin
5 unread messages.

My heart thumbed as I clicked on it with optimistic.

Jimin:

Why did you skip school today???

Are you still mad?? :(

I'm sorry :, (

________-ah, I miss you

Let's meet up by the usual at 2!

I wasn't in my right mind when I aimlessly typed in my reply without hesitation.

Re: okay

There was a undeniable smile plastered on my face. All the anger and bitter feelings washed away with relief.

Without a second to spare I ran over to the washroom for a quick shower. There was undeniable eye bags underneath my eyes and my face had been drown out of colours, more pale than normal.

Of course there wasn't anything makeup couldn't hide.

The clicking from my heels echoed in a happy tune, engulfing the fact that my feet had already swelled up in pain. It didn't matter. These were the pair that Jimin got, noticing the little details about how differently I eyed these heels compared to other ones.

I turned on my phone and checked the time, 1:59, just in time.

The cafe bus stop, the place where we first held hands, the place where we meet on our very first date and the place where we shared our first kiss. It was just around the corner on the other side of the crossing rode.

I felt a giddy excitement when I spotted the bus stop in front of the cafe. My walk became a jogged and my lips tucked into a smile-

I halted on the rode parallel to the scene that shattered my heart.

The makeup that a second ago, only needed to concealed the affect of a heart break, was now being washed away by an attacking pain. It no longer concealed my night of crying. And most definitely couldn't conceal my broken piece, the love that's slowly being drained away.

Park Jimin, you're a heart breaker.

He was kissing the girl I despise the most knowing it hurt more that it was coming from him than her.

Two days later, it was announced that Park Jimin and my despicable enemy started dating.

Rumors going around everywhere some saying how he betrayed me, most saying it was about time he got rid of me.

Slowly I began to be unnoticed, the targeting stopped, and I became one of the many faces from the unknown crowd.

And slowly Park Jimin and I became strangers with only memories I hold on to.

They broken me into piece that can't be put back together.

Because of him and because of her.

Requested by @ILOVEKOOKIE16

A/N:

Finally revised it after way too long. I decided to cut my hiatus short, so I'm back and ready to do the other request I haven't got to! Hope you enjoy, I'm thinking about doing a park two of this.

Requests are still open if you're interested. Just comment on the REQUEST chap and follow the steps! 


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