Oh God Alex is going to find out about Pip today and I'm praying to God that he is not mad at me. But he has every right in the world to be mad. It's hard for me to let him in the picture I've been doing fine with him not being here. Well not exactly fine but I've been coping. I've had a huge amount of support from family and friends that I feel like he is not really needed. I'm being selfish I know I am I don't want to share Pip how greedy can I be. But he's the only being in this world I know who loves me the same amount I love him. And I don't want to loose that love if Alexander comes into the picture.
Will Pip accept Alex as his father?
He always mentions him wanting to have a dad but does he really need one.
No I need to stop being selfish cause this is not my life I may be ruining but it's my sons. And I don't want him to grow up hating me cause I had been the reason his dad wasn't in the picture.
I heard a knock on the door
I guess this is it.
"Hi Alex come in" I smiled
"Hi Betsy you know I've missed your cooking" Alexander said whilst smiling at me
His smile is beautiful
Philip had his smile
"Alexander"
"Yes"
"I'm going to tell you something and I don't want you to be mad but you every right to be so" I say avoiding eye contact
"Just tell me Betsy" he pleads
"Philip is your son" I quickly say without catching a breath
"Wait really please don't lie to me" he pleads
"Im not lying Alex he's yours I've never been with anyone other then you" I say trying to reassure him
"Mummmmmmmmy" Philip screamed
"I'm coming Pip. Alex wait here please I'll bring him over and I'll carry on" I whispered
I walked over to Philip who seemed to be stressed.
"What's wrong baby" I asked
"Nothing I just want to play with you" Philip said whilst staring at the wall
"We'll pip I can't play right now but I need you to come with me into the living room there is someone you need to meet" I whispered
"Oh my God is it Santa cebause me and him need to tawk" Philip asked
"What about" I asked genuinely confused but also amused of his pronunciation of because.
"He didn't give me all the chwistmas pwesents I wanted " he sulked
"We'll let's go and you'll see"
I grab ahold of Pips hand and walked back
to the living room were alexander was located.
"Okay pip you see that man siting on the chair" I say not knowing what to do about this while situation
"No mama I don't know him" pip whispered into my ears
"Hello Philip I'm Alexander" Alexander greeted my well our son
"This man is your papa the one you're always asking for" I say giving his hands a squeeze
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My Little Secret
FanfictionThis story is about Eliza Schuyler keeping a secret that only her family and friends, know about from the man she loves. She has no contact with him as he had left her to find a work opportunity abroad. In this story, it's going to show how Eliza ge...
