Fifty Ways to Love You - Emily Prentiss x OC

($?) 27. starting and stopping

(short chapter sorry lol)
(also starts some smut but not really? so not really smut but idk)

I kissed Emily's neck until she woke up. She grinned and rolled on top of me, putting her in control.

"Ah! Emily!" I giggled.

"Can I kiss you?"

"Yeah, please," I said with a grin. Emily kissed my lips before moving to my neck.

"Baby, we don't have to do something you're not up for. You haven't been in the mood lately, I get that,"

"Um..."

"But I'll do just about anything to make you feel better, baby, so just tell me what to do and I'll do it,"

"Yeah?" Emily nodded.

"Whatever you want, baby,"

"Can..." I felt sheepish asking her. My face flushed and I smiled nervously. Emily smiled up at me with compassion.

"It's okay, sweet girl. Take your time. You can ask for what you want, baby, I'm listening. Take your time." She cupped my face and stroked it with her thumb.

"I...can you..." She nodded to show she was listening. "Can you kiss me, please? You're so gentle, baby..."

"I'd do anything for you, Galya." Emily kissed my neck and body, and she started to run her hands along my body. "Are you alright with this, my love?"

"Yeah, that's perfect, baby,"

"Mm, I'm gonna help you relax, baby, do you want me to go further than this?" She rubbed my inner thigh over my pants and sucked on my neck. "You tell me to stop if it doesn't feel good, I just want you to be alright, baby,"

"Okay, love,"

"Good girl. I won't ever get upset for stopping. I love you, pretty girl,"

"I love you," I replied. Emily kissed my neck, moaning quietly against me. She moved to my collarbones and chest.

"God, Galya, you have the most amazing body, baby, I love kissing you,"

"You're so good to me, Em,"

"'Cause you're my sweetheart, Galya. You can relax, pretty girl. I'll take care of you." Emily left kisses down my body over my shirt. "The most beautiful girl..." she murmured.

My mind wasn't in it anymore. My mind was on my brother. Was he safe? Was I about to have sex, while my brother was finally getting caught by his headhunters? Fuck.

The tracks of my train of thought drove it back to Emily, who was kissing my lower abdomen just above my pants. "Is it okay if I take your pants off, sweet girl? Or do you wanna stop? Anything you want is fine, just let me know, baby,"

"Um..." I shook my head. "Mm-mm. Um, I just..." She came up, took my chin, and kissed me. I was about to cry again, like I always fucking did.

"You've nothing to justify, my lovely girl. Where's your head at this morning? Are you doing okay?"

I rolled onto my belly and dug my head into the pillow with a loud, dramatic sigh. "That bad?" she asked. She rubbed her hand over my back. I turned my head so I could see her, and nodded.

"Yeah. I'm terrified. I know, we're good at our jobs, but we have no leads...Em, isn't it a conflict of interest for me to work this case?"

"When has that ever stopped us? Hotch is letting you work it, baby, you're fine,"

"No, you're not— you're not hearing me, Emily." I repeated myself with more emphasis. "Isn't it a conflict of interest...for me to work this case?"

She nodded. Emily understood what I was doing. "Yes. I'll tell Hotch. If he tries to force you to go to work, I'll threaten to tell the brass." We laughed a little, but I knew she was mostly serious.

"Thank you, Em. What would I do without you?" I said with a difficult smile. "I love you, baby." I pulled her closer so she could cuddle me. "Thank you for respecting me,"

"You're the love of my life, Galina, I respect you absolutely. I will always listen to you, baby,"

"It means much," I mumbled against her chest, where my head was. I defied grammar, who cares? Not Emily. "I love you,"

"I love you, Galina. We can lay here for a little while. We've got time before I have to go to work. You, my love, stay home and take it easy. You're gonna make yourself sick worrying so much,"

"Mm," I hummed in understanding. She always loved me.