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Baby Jongho

Life can be happy, it can be stressful and it can be sad, the life we ​​have is only one and unfortunately at some point it ends abruptly. But life also gives us the opportunity to create a small ray of light that will accompany us, soon my time in this world will end and I will leave this little one without a mother. So my last wish is that you take care of my little ray of light, Yeosang I ask you to take care of Jongho, be his role model.

Maybe you are doubting my decision but you are the only one I have, I trust you. You took care of me since our time in the orphanage, you were my support all the time of my pregnancy, you always took care of me as if we were family and that is why I am sure that you will be able to with this wish of mine. I know that my departure will destroy you but you have to be strong, this little one will need someone to guide and love him and I know that you can take my place. I will always be with you, I will always take care of you. You are my rays of light.

With love, Jisoo.

This was the third time in the day that the boy read that painful letter, it is the third time that he remembers again that his sister was no longer in that world. He looked at the baby that was resting in the middle of his bed, surrounded by pillows, that baby that was only two weeks old, that little angel that will grow up without a mother by his side. Tears accumulated in the black-haired's eyes again, it was unreal that that beautiful woman has passed away, the only family he had for years.

Yeosang let the tears run down her face, walked over to lie down next to the sleeping baby, combed the few hairs he had, and let out a sob. He would do his best to fulfill Jisoo's wish, this will be hard but he will try his best to give Jongho a good life.

He woke up hearing the loud cry of the baby, the clock read 4:00 a.m. Yeosang was quickly making a bottle of milk, half asleep he walked again to his room where the child was still crying, he rubbed his face before accommodating the child in his arms and giving him his food. After everything calmed down, the two of them went back to sleep, until the boy's alarm went off and Jongho started crying again.

"Shit," he whispered as he tried to calm the agitated baby, "Damn alarm."

Yeosang's stomach was asking for some food but his needs had ceased to be a priority since the man took full charge of the baby. His early breakfasts became Jongho's breakfasts, little by little he was starting a little new routine. Right now he was finishing giving the baby milk, he took out the baby's gas a little before putting him on the floor and going to make his own food. But as soon as he lit the stove, he heard a cry.

"Oh my goodness!" the baby had a pillow fallen on his face, "Jongho I'm so sorry baby, calm down."

Yeosang was grateful that the object was not heavy and did not cause any harm to the child, now because of his stupidity he had to eat biscuits and cheese for breakfast.

"Alright now it's time for your bath" the baby still had snot coming out of his little nose, "Then we'll go to Seonghwa hyung's house so he can take care of you."

He took the baby in his arm and led him to the small bathroom where there was a small plastic tub on the floor. With the green tub filled with water and placed on the floor of the shower, the black-haired man was able to carefully bathe the child, he was grateful that the child was not crying. Already changed and smelling sweet of vanilla, Yeosang left the baby surrounded by pillows on his bed while he washed up quickly.

"Well Jjong, Dad will be back soon, please don't fall."

The man and boy left the building for the Seonghwa building, which was not that far away. The black-haired man put the baby in the back seats, securing him well in the infant seat.