Oneshots | woosang

Flowers because I know you loved them

(Turbulence made me emotional, what did you think of the song?)

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Gardenias: secret love

"Hello how have you been? I hope you were okay" he took the seat on the grass, "Look what I brought, it's the flowers you offered me the first time we went out."

Wooyoung placed the flowers next to the tombstone, he smiled when he saw how beautiful they were. He was in silence looking at the name that was on that stone, trying to take courage and be able to speak, he smiled when he remembered what he was going to say.

"Do you know what gardenias mean? I think I could never tell you that those flowers meant secret love" he stroked a flower petal, a nostalgic smile appeared on his lips, "I remember that on our date I wanted to laugh because I always knew their meaning and it was adorable to see you give them to me. "

He rested his hands on the grass and leaned back, looking up at the clear, beautiful blue sky.

"I remember also having seen you buy them before going to my party number sixteen, the truth that day you surprised me" a giggle came out of him, "The shy Kang Yeosang giving me flowers in a place with more people than just our friends, it was incredible really ."

He sighed.

"I also remember how you blushed every time I reminded you how adorable you looked giving me those flowers, how you always asked me about their meaning and I just looked at you to see you blush again."

He smiled as he felt the tears coming out of him, he settled himself so he could reach out his hand and touch the cold stone. He ran his fingers over the name on it and let more tears flow from his.

"I really miss you, sweetie."

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Cherry blossom: fleeting beauty

"How are you Yeosangie? I hope you are comfortable up there" he knelt to place the bouquet of flowers next to the tombstone, "I know what you would say, that these types of flowers should not be brought, but you know that I never liked to follow the rules."

He glanced at his watch before tracing the name with his fingers.

"I hate to tell you this but I won't be around long today, I found a job."

Wooyoung had had trouble finding a new job since Yeosang's death, they both worked in the same place and he couldn't bear to see someone new replace the position of his lover. The payments to his department were made with part of the money they saved for that specific purpose and finally a few days ago they confirmed his admission to a new company.

"Everything seems strange, a new building, new colleagues, a new boss .... A place where you are not" he focused his gaze on the flowers, the beautiful pink captivated him, "My favorite flowers, the flowers that perfectly described your whole being. "

He laughed as he thought of the answer the other would have given him.

"You hated that I said that you were more beautiful than the flowers that mean beauty, but it was always true" he looked at the sky that had the colors of an upcoming sunrise, "You always are and will always be the most beautiful person for me."

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White cove: innocence, purity, peace

"Sangie today I brought a wonder to decorate you for a while" he took a seat in his usual place after placing the flower well, "You never saw them and I only heard of them a couple of times, their name is white cove."

The flower had captivated Wooyoung since he saw it at the flower shop.

"From the beginning I knew that I had to bring it to you but I held back for a few minutes, look for its meaning on the internet before buying it" he laughed as he shook his head, "Imagine that I had brought it and then discovered that it means ugliness or hatred, that would be so horrible."

He sighed as he ran his hand over the top of the headstone, brushing off some dust.

"You know, today I met my new coworker, his name is Seonghwa" he sighed and lay down on the grass, looking up at the sky, "He looks like a good man, he is a couple of years older but he does not look like a man. seeking power or manipulator."

He closed his eyes as he let the breeze blow away a couple of worries and thoughts, he smiled when the image of a little Yeosang came into his mind.

"You know that flower describes you perfectly, always innocent, seeking peace even in unsolvable problems as well as being the purest being on this shitty planet."

He raised his hand in the sky and imagined that his lover was taking it.

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Coreopsis: always cheerful

"Sangie I can really imagine your look every time I show up with exotic flowers."

Wooyoung laughed as he arranged the yellow beauties, shook the snow off the headstone, and wiped the name of his beloved. He smirked before sitting cross-legged.

"I hope you are not cold, because I am freezing! But the cold will not prevent me from coming to see you" he took his cell phone and took a photo of the flowers with snowflakes, "These flowers reminded me when we always went on a trip to the beach, you never stopped smiling."

An idea came to his head and he smiled, he began to collect snow and then try to give it a specific shape. He laughed a few times when he saw that he had to fix the shape so that it eventually became a heart of snow, which he placed in front of the stone.

"This heart will last a while, it will be like having me here while I'm gone."

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White chrysanthemum: truth, sincerity

"Hi Sangie, look what I brought ... Yes, they are another variety that we have never seen" he sat down while looking at the flowers, "I brought them because we needed them for this occasion."

Wooyoung took several gulps of air, squeezed the flower stalks a bit before the tears came out of him.

"Seonghwa asked me out" he bit his lip as his hands shook, "We've been talking and I really get along with him and even ... I don't know, I feel like I'm starting to like him."

He wiped away his tears but they kept coming and as if Yeosang were sending a signal a breeze hit the face of the boy who was trying to calm himself down.

"I brought you these flowers that signify sincerity because I could never lie to you about something like this" nervously placed the flowers where they always went, "I know you told me to get on with my life and to fall in love again but sometimes it's hard to think that I I am betraying you."

Wooyoung smiled sadly when another breeze gently hit his face.

"You know that I love you for eternity and I will never stop coming to see you" he kissed the name of his loved one, "I will never stop bringing you flowers with beautiful meanings because that is what you always deserve."

He looked at his cell phone when a message came through, he responded quickly before kissing his name again.

"Seonghwa will never be able to replace you and you know that." Another bite passed by Wooyoung's neck, making him giggle at the thought that Yeosang was really answering him.

"I will always love you my most precious flower."