Chapter 11

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He's being cute and nice again.. I can't believe he killed his own dad a few hours ago..

I was so confused, all of the things that were happing it was just all too much for me !

I decided to go and take a shower, that would relax me. I got up, when my feet hit the ground I felt a little bit dizzy but after that I was okay. I went in the bathroom, took my clothes off and got in the shower. The hot water felt so good, I then washed my hair and body, halfway through the shower I heard a knock on the door. It must be Sammy that came back, I should go and open it for him. I got out and put a towel around myself, I held it tight. I went up to the door and opened it, Sammy came in with a smile "You okay babe?", "Yea" I said. He brought the food in and put in on the side of the bed.

"Sammy I'm taking a shower, I'll be out in a few mins" I said

"Okay, take your time, you need to rest and relax" he said to me, mood swings boy much ?

I went back into the bathroom and continued with my shower, a few minutes later I got out and dried myself and got dressed into my clothes.. We have nothing with us, well I guess Sam only has his credit card, phone and car.
I saw Sam sleeping on the side of the bed, the food was still there, so I woke him up.
"Sammy, wake up, you need to eat"

He groaned but still got up

We sat in front of each other and gave me one of the bags with the food in .

"I know you'll like this, I remember you telling me that it was your favorite dish" he said with a smile.

I just smiled back at him and opened the bag. We both started eating , no one was talking but I didn't mind. I finished my food and got up to put the bag in the trashcan.

"So what do you wanna do ?" He said while scratching the back of his neck.

"I don't really know. You can choose" I said with a "normal" tone.

"Okay.." He said.

I sat on the bed and lay down

"Why don't I know anything about you Sammy... And you practically know everything about my life?" I said while staring at the ceiling.

"There are some things that you wouldn't want to know.. Trust me" he said

"But.. Please just tell me one thing, you know you can trust me even though we fight often. Just don't forget I'm here for you" I said (still staring at the ceiling)

"Yes, I know Joanna" he said

"So are you gonna tell me something ?" I asked turning myself towards him

"If you want.." He said looking down.

"I'm going to tell you what happened with my father and why I hate him so much. He used to be a really rich man who was at the top of an enterprise. And that was when I was 15, a few months later he lost his job due to something wrong he did. And at that time i was doing drugs and smoking and I already had lost my virginity , everything was going very fast for me. My dad found out and blamed my mom for not taking care of me and for not being a good mother, he started hitting her and making her feel bad, I tried to stop them from fighting but it didn't work. I told my dad that it wasn't because of my mom that I started smoking and fucking girls but he didn't believe me, he started hitting me and my sister too. Every.single.day. My dad got into drugs and started drinking, he used to come back home at 5 A.M and I'm sure he cheated on my mother. And one day (after my 16th birthday) he left without saying anything. I was relieved but how could we get money? My sister became a slut, my mother I don't know where she is, last time I saw her she was drunk and she said to me that she was going out. She never came back. And me well I continued to sell drugs to get money.." He said, I could see tears in his eyes.. I felt bad for him. I didn't realize he had a hard time with his family until earlier today.

I just gave him a hug and calmed him down, I knew he was crying.

"Sammy it's over now, everything is okay, and everything is going to be okay." I said while rubbing his back slowly.

"I'm sorry for everything that I've brought you into" he said

The hug ended and I said "It's okay"

"I'll always be here for you don't worry" I said

He looked into my eyes and we started at each other for a bit, I could see myself in the reflection of his eyes. And then he leaned over to me and we kissed, it was so nice. I broke the kiss and cuddled up next to him.

"Thank you" he said

"For what ?"

"Just everything" he said

I smiled at him, "Sammy where are we going tomorrow?"

"I don't know.. We'll see" he said

"Okay" I said

"Goodnight love" he said while kissing my cheek

"Goodnight" I said, returning the kiss .

We both fell asleep in each others arms, I felt safe with him. As usual.

I really don't know if I want to be his girlfriend, I mean I do want to. But I'm scared that he's gonna hurt me or cheat on me with another girl... Maybe I missed my chance.

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Hey guys, sorry for not updating I feel bad now ugh. I hope you like this chapter, sorry if its going too slow. Ily ❤
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