You found yourself crushing on someone. You have no idea how deep exactly that crush went, until just like always, you screw things up and almost ruin the relationship. Then almost leaving about crushes you. You beg them to stay and say that you will change. You do change, you keep your relationship. But this person has no idea you like them so much, but one day they tell you they don't really want a serious dating relationship until college. So you hold off telling this person and decide you need to move on. So after a few weeks you found another person. They are so perfect, so kind, so nice, their smile so perfect, they say everything you couldn't, they like you. They send you the cutest messages and you fall asleep on facetime together all the time. One day this person leaves for a few weeks and doesn't have the chance to talk much so you call this first person again. Y'all start talking even more than you did before. You realize your feelings for them have returned and you now like both of them. They both are perfect in their own ways. You have no idea who to chose. You can't chose. You don't want to hurt one or the other. So you tell this person you've liked them for some time now. Then a few days later you text them asking if they still want to wait until college to date because you feel if they do then you need to get over them again and focus on you're relationship with the second person. They never respond and don't contact you for a few days. You have no idea what to do. It's ripping you apart because to chose may be to hurt one of them and you just can't bear that decision.
But of course this is all just hypothetical.
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