Hypothetically

Cliche

Pathetic Pain

How pathetic is it really
To break over someone that was never really Mine to begin with
Allowing my mind
To grow attached to someone
Who never even looked my way
But even still, in the end
It hurt to no mend
Realizing you were never mine
And I was truly never yours

This One is The One

I want to be the rose
That grows next to the jail
Or the glimmer of scarlet
On a dreary day
That ray of sun
That beam of hope
That symbol of possibility
That keeps you going each day
I want to be for someone
Like me, wild and free
Only to be tamed by the one for me
And I pray that this one
Is The One

The Stages of Brokenness

The stages of grief
Are not only triggered by death
But also by loss
Many mistake heartbreak and grief
For one in the same and maybe they are
For when one breaks
They start in denial
They'll come back
No they won't
Anger begins to boil
Blames themselves or others for their pain
Then they break to bargaining
If I do this they'll come back
If only I can show them who I am now
Only thing is your not actually different
Y'all just weren't meant to be
And that realization depresses you
You lose motivation to do anything
And one day when your crying about it
You accept it
You accept it and move on.

Realization Slowly, Then All At Once

You stay the night at their house
For the first time
You spend the night with them
And the next night
When it's just you again
In your bed, alone
You realize you don't want
To spend a night without them

But of course this is all just hypothetical