Before I say Goodbye

Sing! mocking bird

I am breaking down everyday,
No hand come to hold And be my aid
I thought you would stand my way
But you left me like everyone eles did today
I thought no matter what
You would always have my back
But now all i have is reminiscents of the past
I always had hope
life would take a better turn
But all i have left now is vessel of a bleeding heart
Do you?
Do you?
Do you think of what you have done?
How could you fall asleep at night?
Like nothing happened
Do you?
Oh how Do you?
Do you know all is gone?
I cant return from the place i have gone.

And When all is lost
I now just a ghost of your past.

Pictures of the colouring book torn apart,
Like the childhood never been without broken glass
Growing up has been difficult,
when no one to support your claim.
Now i am trap with game of life where everyone is carrying a fake smile.
Its a curse to be emotional and take all on yourself,
the burden of feeling is dragging me down day by day.
Just when a ray of sun peeks and looks my way,
i will rather take the cold thunder storm with its raw truth everyday.
I prayed, i ran and i fought this struggle.
But in the end i lost myself to this darkness.
I was always afraid of being alone, but now i clearly see
It was the only thing that stood by me when everyone one left, was myself.
Thus i got myself a mocking bird
To sing me the truth hiding in the world.
Sing! Mockingbird