Hi Phil,
No I'm not dead nothing's happened recently in my life except for...Sorry I won't leave you hanging
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HOLY CRAP! It just happened today, you'll never believe! Val got into a really big fight with Alex and Laura because she wanted me to stop sitting with them at lunch. They told her that I was one of their good friends now and that if she couldn't deal with that she should stop sitting with them! Then Val stormed off to God knows where.
I don't know why it surprises me so much that they stood up for me. I guess it's because no one ever had before.
I like it. It comforts me to know that people care about me enough to actually fight back.
There's also other news, Dani has a crush. It's on a guy in her Language Arts class, and my Orchestra class. His name is Will, and apparently she's fallen head over heels with him.
She says they talk a lot, and are always partners if need be. It's heartwarming, although there is something a little off putting about it all for me. Because, well. I haven't had a "crush" in 3 years.
It's starting to scare me.
Once I was at a party with one of my old friends and we were playing truth or dare. I chose truth, like the wuss I am, and I was asked who in the circle I would make out with if I could.
It was a horrible and terrifying experience. Being an introvert I did not want to go to the party, but at the same time felt like I HAD to go. I didn't even have fun during it. Not once.
Once the question was asked a panic settled over me, and I became more nervous than I already was.
Because the thing is, I did not have ANY feeling or desire to kiss even the hottest boy there. And all eyes were on me. And what was I supposed to say? Because later they might make me kiss that person, and I really don't want to. At all.
So I went for a laugh, "that pineapple." I said pointing at the one on the kitchen counter. Most people laughed but looked disappointed there had been no juicy revealings.
The friend that invited me just gave me a really upset glare.
I've gotten a little off topic. Oops.
Love always,
Camden
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FanfictionHi Phil, I've decided to write you these emails. You might never see them. I know there are so many other fans. Why should you stumble upon my letters. Out of all the other fan mail. But it doesn't hurt to try does it? Love always, Camden //Note-I...