Hi Phil,
I know. I have barley sent you any emails lately.
And why? Why have I lost the will to write to you, I've been thinking about that lately, and I think I've figured it out.
When I sent you that first email I was hopeful that you would reply. But, as time went on I kept lying to myself. That YES. You would reply. You would.
But you didn't not once.
My heart is broken but you didn't mean to do it. Because there was never a chance.
I met you today, at vidcon.
You were on your way to meet and greet. Dan was already there, but you had went to the bathroom, and that's where I met you. Right outside the bathrooms.
I walked right into you, we didn't even see each other coming, and I was so embarrassed, but so were you.
And I looked up into your blue eyes, and I could only say 2 words.
That's the most ironic situation that has ever happened, because can you guess the only 2 words I said before you said, "I'm really sorry but I'm late." And rushed off.
I was dreaming about that moment my whole life and now that it's over I kind of feel empty.
Now all I am is a blur mixed in with the rest of everyone you've met. All more exciting and flamboyant and interesting. And now I'm forgotten.
All I said was "Hi Phil."
Bye Phil,
Camden
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FanfictionHi Phil, I've decided to write you these emails. You might never see them. I know there are so many other fans. Why should you stumble upon my letters. Out of all the other fan mail. But it doesn't hurt to try does it? Love always, Camden //Note-I...
