honeysuckle

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TRIGGER WARNING: manipulative / threatening undertone spam text messages

6:01pm

himari 💓

himari: hey

himari: how did the talk with my dad go?

himari: he told me, he went there to talk to you :)

himari: I'm sorry if he caused you any problems

himari: you know I love you right?

himari: maybe we should go on another date?

himari: y'know somewhere just us two

himari: ah but wait your classes? maybe you can skip some for me? it wouldn't be harm in doing. you're smart.

himari: also didn't I tell you to stop sending our personal conversations out to people?

himari: that's our business, not theirs

himari: I don't like that. it seems you treat your friends better than me. I already know they have a certain painted picture of me and that's okay

himari: but they don't know me, like how YOU know me. you know how I am.

himari: you know I do everything I do just because I love YOU.

himari: I would never hurt you, but also maybe we can go this weekend?

himari: unless you have work

himari: :( I hate that you spend so much time with work and school

himari: yeah it's important but I'm important too

himari: you never make time for me but it's okay I love you. You don't have to spend time with me

himari: I try my hardest to be the best girlfriend for you, since you're my boyfriend and main priority. my man, my everything but I feel you're not even trying

himari: we been together for like almost three or four years something like that 🧍🏻‍♀️ but like why aren't we talking about marriage or maybe even kids. Our kids would be cute 🥺

himari: why aren't you responding to me?

himari: I'm just tired of putting my all into someone who isn't giving me the time of day

himari: it's okay, it's really okay I'll just wait for you to give me my well deserved time

himari: especially after how much I do for you, and give you the chance to stay with me instead of dumping your sorry ass

himari: I do this because I love you, and I don't think you want me angry either

himari: also? What did I tell you about flirting with others? My father told me about a lady who came to the scene when you were talking to my father.

himari: Tetsu, what did I tell you? you know how I feel when you do things like this?

himari: you know how angry I get when you do things that I don't like. I know it sometimes scares you but if you just listen things will be fine

himari: sometimes I just want to leave you, I'd wonder how you would be in the real world by yourself. you're just a small man in a all too big world, you wouldn't even survive.

himari: baby, you know better. I know you didn't do nothing and you try your best ( the bare minimum ), I hope not. But if you did something behind my back I wouldn't be able to forgive you.

himari: you know trust is a two way street and I can't be having you be a wild animal doing god knows what behind my back

himari: you know me so well and know I just want to protect you, but you have to listen to me

himari: you know I do this because I love you ❤️ so text me soon baby