honeysuckle

fifty - six

7:15 pm

Tetsurou had blinked. They could feel their own body feeling as if they could shut down at any moment. They just feel everything is crumbling and you know they weren't that mad about it. Just as long they can get away.

The crumbling, Tetsurou's downfall due to others was making them realize a lot of things in there life. And, that was making them scared for when they fall fully under the crumble and can't get back up.

The crumbling feels kinda refreshing because they didn't feel to be under someone's spell anymore, even though it slightly hurt to be free. It also made them feel lost because they were use to once being independent but then soon becoming dependent and depended on. From their relationship and family so now that it seems that they were pushing everything away including possibly potential new friends.

It felt refreshing.

It felt great falling down and possibly not being controlled anymore. But, besides that they wanted to understand the weird obsession their father had.

"What is your obsession with me needing to be with my ex girlfriend?"

Mr. Kuroo stopped by the front door to look towards Tetsurou when they asked that question. "Because she would have been a good choice for you. She is everything you need."

"No. She wasn't. I did everything for her and she never once did anything for me or cared enough for me. It was only when she wanted something, but you know? It's weird that in your eyes she was a good choice." Tetsurou took the time to look over at their mom then back at their father.

"You only say that because she is literally just like you." Tetsurou fidgeted with the end of their shirt. "It took me some time over the week to realize the comparisons between you two. It was strangely like looking being in a nightmare. You may not have noticed it but some part of you did and felt attached or obsessed with her and wanting her to be apart of the family. It's weird."

"It's not weird wanting what's best for your children."

"Oh so that means forcing us to be in majors that benefit you more than us. Or us living where you tell us too, or hell taking the bull crap you throw at us all the time and if we react or say what you said hurts we are sensitive and weak. You make me hate everything I have done in life but I did it to make you proud and not have you down my back. But, I still had you barking at me. And, for the first time in my life when I got with Himari it felt like I finally did something without having you tell me to do it or you forcing me to go talk to her. I did it myself but she turned out to be like the parallel version of you."

Mrs. Kuroo could feel her insides turn from seeing her son in so much pain.

"You became obsessed with the thought that I have some one who is just like you. It was weird but this whole time I thought it was normal and that it was okay. Because maybe I'd make you proud for once, and we would be able to form a normal father and son relationship. But no! Nothing this family does is ever great enough for you. Are you happy now, Dad? Are you proud of the disaster of a family you created? You're disowning me as your son honestly the feeling is mutual with me calling you my father."

Mr. Kuroo ran his tongue across his teeth snorting in disbelief.

"I can't do this anymore. So if you're truly going to disown me because I called you out on your mistakes and wrong doings then so be it. Just know I'm going to living my life the way I want to from now on.."