Rejected and now a Bad ass (boyxboy)

Chapter 9

chase pov

Knock Knock

i wake up hearing someone banging on my door

Ouch fuck my head hurts "what the fuck happened last night" i ask Rouge but i get no reply

"Rouge"?

KNOCK KNOCK

"come in" i tell whoever at the door 

"Hey bro" Trent says " hows the head"

"Its fucking pounding bro. what time is it ?" i ask him

"hahaha its like 3oclock bro" he tells me 

Fuck, What the fuck happened last night?

"you dont remember?" he Questions

Not right this minute" i tell him

he scratches his hed looking uncomfortable

"oh shit! what? what did i do to  embarrass my self?strip and dance naked or something?" i chuckle trying to lighten the mood. It cant be that bad surely

"um well it turned out skylar was your mate. And you rejected him then beat the shit out of him" he tells me nervously

Suddenly It all comes back to me.

Me finding out he was my mate, Rejecting him and beating him within an inch of his life.

The picture of his lifeless body flashes through my mind and i feel great guilt

Rouge listen im really sorry" no reply

"will you at least talk to me???" still no reply

"so um did he survive?" i ask thinking the worst

"i dont know bro. I havnt heard anything? last i saw of him was your mum and the pack doctor taking him away to the packs medical house" he tells me

"well um i might go see him and make sure hes okay. I dont know what will happen to my wolf if he was to die" i tell him

"so do you think you dad will still let you be alpha? now that you have rejected your mate?

"yea ofcouse he probley thinks the same as me. That the pack wouldnt of followed gay alphas besides im not gay anyways" i tell him

"well actually thats not true I'v over heard most of of the pack members saying they would of stayed loyal to you, and cant believe you beat your mate like that. they seem dissapointed actually. But i dont know why? everybody's always hated him and treated him like crap even myself, and now they all feel sorry for him and are willing to accept him I guess as hes going to be luna soon ill have to make an effort to be nice" he tells me

"Really" i say surprised and hopeful " do you ever fell bad about how you have treated your brother. I mean he is the only family you have left and you have spent you life making his a misery" I ask him and see guilt flash through his eyes"

"Sometimes but then I remember its his fault I became an orphan. I cant stop myself from taking all my pain and anger out on him. somethings I truly hate him for what happened. He tells me looking sad

I look at him with pity not knowing what to say. Rouge is softly growling inside my head, as he remembers all the pain skylar has been through

"maybe we can be with our mate" i tell Rouge

"I doubt he would want us now" rouge growls at me

"ill make it up to him" i tell him waving of his concern " i only rejected him because being alpha was more important to me, and i thought the pack wouldn't accept us. Also its going to be hard accepting that im now gay" i tell him