Rejected and now a Bad ass (boyxboy)

chapter 23

skylar

I woke up feeling sore and hollow. My neck is still bruised and stiff and feels as if his teeth are still embedded into me. A shiver of disgust rolls through me. I no longer have tears to shed or feel anything but disgust. Rouge is like a bad germ that wont leave me alone.

 I dont want to go out and see Chase or train his pack. I just want to stay in bed, where i dont have to deal with anybody. Ill let Blake take over their training.

With that being decided, i get up and my abused hole throbs in protest making me whimper in pain. Our body doesn't  accept bite marks or sex as a pain, that needs to heal, so it heals just as slowly as it would for a human. I slowly get up and get changed making sure to go slow as if not to cause unnecessary pain to those areas. I get into a pair of track pants and a hoodie to hide the bite mark on my neck. I limp my way outside, every step i take sends sharp jolts of pain racking through me. But i do my best not to show it.

I see Blake with his group, getting them ready for today's training, i hobble towards him. I feel like everybody's looking at me like they know what happened. I pull my hoodie down more and wrap my arms around myself.

"Blake i want you to take over my groups training today. I dont feel well"I tell him refusing to look at him. As he knows wolfs don't get sick I can feels his confusion

"Um are you sure. Are you alright" he asks me worried

"Im fine. I dont want to talk about it. Will you do it?" I ask

"Yea sure" he reply's

"Great. Thanks" I say and head back inside to my room i could of mind-liked him but even that feels to intimate for me and the moment I get back in bed and pull the covers over me. I just need one day to lay in bed to wallow in self pity. Even the next day i dont want to do anything and let blake take over for another day i feel myself sinking into a depression

I Don't know how long iv been laying here feeling numb to the world. Its almost lunch time day 2. I really don't want to sit down and eat with everybody. ill go up later and wait till nobody's around to grab something. I just dont want anybody to see me in this state. Im hoping by tomorrow, i can walk without a limp and carry myself with confidence. I dont want anybody to suspect what happened.

I heard a knock at my door and tensed up and slowly sit up "please dont be chase" i pray

"Who is it" I ask hesitantly

"Its me Cindy" she says and i let out a sigh of relif

"Come in" i tell her. She walks in with a tray of food. She looks beautiful today her hair is flowing naturally down her back, and is wearing a simple summer dress

"Hey i heard you weren't feeling well, so i thought id bring you some lunch" she explains softly

I give her a small smile "Thanks Cindy" I tell here getting up, i make sure my hood is placed carefully to hide the bite. I sit on the end of the bed and she hands me the food she brought. I start eating even though i don't feel very hungry

Feeling awkward i ask her about how her date went with Brett

"It was amazing"she gushes smiling from ear to ear. Im happy for her

"We talked it all out, and I told him what happened between me Chase & I. I explained that he was the only person i was with. He was still disappointed in me tho. I told him about my past and how i was feeling at the time. He forgave me and accepted me. We haven't mated yet. He said he wanted it to be special. He is the best mate in the world" she beams

"Im happy for you Cindy. You deserve to be happy" I tell her. I finish eating and place the empty plate on the floor, to be taken up later

"I owe it all to you Skylar. You hve no idea how thankful i am to you" She tell me honestly