First I love You

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(the song doesn't belong to me, it belongs to its rightful artists) 


You were sitting on your bed in the avengers tower, looking at old polaroid photos of you and Loki. thinking about all the memories you both shared. You missed him a lot and hoped to see him again. Ever since the attack on New York he had been called to trial on Asgard, he had to serve his sentence before even thinking about returning to Earth. You had not seen him in over a year, the thought of anything happening to him scared you. You didn't want to admit it but you had fallen for the god of mischief. There was no one else who matched your energy than Loki, when you saw Loki for who he truly was you realized that you had fallen in love with him. Whether or not he felt the same you did not know. He never said anything before he was taken back to Asgard. 

You stood up and approached the glass window overlooking the city, you pressed your forehead and your right hand against the window, leaning against it. Sighing to yourself. "When will you come back? how much longer can you be?" you muttered. Suddenly your eyes darted towards your collection of CDs, vinyls, and your two guitars. One electric, and the other an acoustic. You smiled as a memory came to your mind. The memory of you playing your guitar and singing for the avengers, as well as Loki. One things for sure you really loved music, and when you and Loki were alone you would sing love songs together. He even taught you how to sing in Asgardian. Which you often found yourself singing in that language most days. 

You decided to get your mind off things and play for a bit. You grabbed your guitar and a small device which allowed you to record a song into a CD. If anything you could send Loki a CD with your vocals recorded into it so he could hear your voice while he was on Asgard. You quickly tuned your guitar and set it up to play a song. you began to play a couple notes. This was a song that you taught Loki while he was here on earth. (The song above) 


Meanwhile on Asgard, Loki was lying in a bed inside one of the dungeons. Tossing a cup into the air and then catching it. He was just as bored. Suddenly he could hear a voice singing. He got up and stood there. Listening carefully. 


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I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me here anymore


Loki's eyes suddenly widened, knowing who's voice it had belonged to. "Y/N" he muttered. He knew it was your singing voice, for that he was certain. No one had a voice like you did. You were singing a song that you had taught him long ago. He began to mutter the words to himself, then found himself singing as well. 


The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore



Your voices harmonized from both sides of the realm, the way you both sang was honest and true, knowing the two of you missed one another and truly wanted to be together again. Loki wanted to tell you something that he had been holding onto for a long time. When he would tell you he did not know. Inside the avengers tower Nat heard you singing, she thought it was beautiful however she knew the real reason why. She turned to Thor who was listening as well. He nodded and left the tower. He traveled to Asgard to find his father, to convince him to bring his brother back to earth. He knew how much you meant to Loki, and it pained him to see you sad. After some conversation he went down to the dungeons to where Loki was locked away. Loki saw his brother, he stopped singing. Thor went up to the magic cellar door and disarmed it. Letting his brother out. "Go to her." he sighed. If Loki could break into tears he could've in this moment. Without a word he transported himself to earth, towards the avengers tower where you were still singing. 

He could hear the pain in your voice, and at this point enough was enough. He could not wait any longer to see you again. He joined you in singing the song in English and then in Asgardian. you heard the harmony and turned to see Loki standing there singing along with you. You managed to finish the song before bursting into tears and running into each others arms. "Oh Loki!" you sobbed. Loki held you as if it were the last time he would see you. "You came back, you came..." you sobbed. "I am here now Y/N, I promise I will never leave again." he said, with tears in his eyes. "I love you." he said. you looked up at him. "What?" you said. 

Without saying anything Loki kissed you. You instantly melted into the kiss, which was something you wanted for a long time. you pulled away after a few minutes to say to him. 

"I love you too." 

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