[BOOK 2] [ONGOING]
❝if you were to describe yourself in one word, what would it be?❞
five years ago she was a quiet, insecure girl. however, five years later she is confident, fierce, and had a multi-billionaire company under her name. they say time...
My first and only priority, Consolations. The business that helped me evolved into the person I am today.
The new beginning I desperately needed.
I don't know what I would be doing if it wasn't for interior design. Earlier on, I had realized I didn't want to be a writer because I wanted to read books instead of creating them. Which narrowed my decision towards interior designing.
And, coming from a person who made a shit ton of mistakes, this was the best decision for myself.
Although, sometimes my mind does wander off into 'what if'. I wonder what if I hadn't made a certain decision, where I would've ended up today and would have my life been better? I wonder what if I hadn't gone through the obstacles I did, what would have the future held then? I wonder what if I had a normal childhood, would I have terrible adulthood? I wonder what if I hadn't met him, would I have been the strong independent person I am today? I wonder what if he hadn't cheated on me, would we still be together and happy?
Endless possibilities.
Thinking back, I was honestly one stupid person back then. I couldn't say fuck. What the actual fuck was 'puff'. Embarrassing times that I just want to forget about forever.
I was so naive.
I have come a long way now. I've learned in order to survive in this world, you cannot be naive. Yes, it's a good characteristic. But, then your life goes on and some motherfuckers really want to test you out.
And, that's when being naive or innocent doesn't work. How I like to put it: they came into your life for you to teach them a lesson they desperately need. I learned my lessons and might I add the fucking hard way. Now, I may have the pleasure to teach others.
As I walked down the large wide hallway to my office, I see the white simplistic painting with hints of green on the dark walls. The marble flooring echoing my black ankle strap heels. The minimal styling on the console tables bringing an elegant feel to the office.
My black washed jeans with a simple white fitted top paired with a navy green blazer glistening by the lights in the hallway with each step. I had my hair in a high ponytail with my naturally wavy hair falling down on my back.
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I opened my door to my office and intake the faint smell of lavender hitting my nostrils. My wide-open office with dark flooring and white equipment with floor-to-ceiling windows showing buildings and the beach.
I went to my chair and sat down. I put my Chanel bag on the table. I logged into my desktop computer to open up my schedule for the day. I cracked my neck as I began typing the emails that I needed to do. I looked up and a little bit to the side where my couch was to see the mirror. My big mirror was displaying my desk.
