𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 // 𝘥𝘸

𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦

𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘢 𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘦

I felt my heart ache as I rethought the events of last night. I missed him. I never meant to hurt him, I was trying to stay with him. I loved him.

My mind kept spinning in circles overthinking everything. I felt Dally run his hand up and down the side of my waist. All I could think of was that I loved him too but he caused James to break up with me. I didn't want to look at him.

"Mornin' doll, you awake?" I heard him say like if nothing happened last night. I didn't say anything, instead I just pushed his hand away and continued looking at the wall with tears in my eyes. "I'm sorry"

"Get fucked" my voice was so soft and weak, that you could barely hear what I said. He didn't hear me but I didn't care, I let out a quiet sniffle trying so hard not to cry.

          "Come on doll you'll be okay, it's gonna be just fine. It wasn't gonna last anyway, he was too fuckin' re-"

            "Don't say that! Don't say that about him! He was the best thing that ever happened to me! You ruined it! You ruined it Dallas, fuck you!!" I got up and threw a pillow at him before leaving my room.

             "Stella!" I heard him yell loudly walking into the living room to get me.

            "You broke us up !!" As I screamed and cried I threw the stupid tv remote at him, he dodged it. I kept throwing everything at him, but he kept dodging it.

            "Calm the fuck down! Calm down Stella!" He yelled loudly, he came up to me but I slapped him...and it wasn't a painless slap, it left a bright red mark on his pale skin. He didn't look too happy after that.

           I felt him grab my arms tightly and pin me to the wall. I wanted to keep a tough front but I couldn't, I kept crying and whimpering.

"What the fuck did I say to you" he voice got deep and raspy, he accept came out when he got real mad. Well it was always there but it was more noticeable now. He clenched his jaw bitting down harshly. "I said calm the fuck down"

I looked down giving up, I cried, I didn't stop. I felt his hands come up to my face, cupping my cheeks making me look up at him.

"Don't cry" he wiped the tears off my face and kissed my forehead. "Come on" he picked me up and sat down on the couch with me on his lap. I rested my head on the crook of his neck. He ran his hand up and down my thigh.

I closed my eyes and relaxed my whole body onto his. I fell asleep.

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𝘥𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘯

She fell asleep in my arms after that hard slap she gave me, which hurt like a bitch, and me scarring her to the point where she just broke down again. She fell asleep.

I picked her up carefully trying not to wake her up and walked to her room. I set her down on the bed but her eyes started to flutter open.

"Go to sleep doll" I put the blanket over her and her eyes kept getting all droopy again. She said something but I couldn't understand her it was just o hard to hear what she said. It sounded like a murmur. "What?"

She rolled her eyes and rolled over to her side. "Just go"

"Stella you ain't really in the right set of mind to be left alone" I sat on the bed close to her.

"I've dealt with myself like this before, all you need to do is leave me alone. You caused this, leave. That's what you know how to do so leave"

"I ain't leaving you"

"Just go" she raised her voice a little bit but sniffled softly after.

"I'm staying here"

"Jus-leave! Get out!" She yelled loudly but I just sat there until she stopped acting like a toddler.

"I'm still here and I'm going to be here"

"Leave me alone!! Just get out Dallas get out! Get out!get out!" She screamed like if she was an actual child. I swear to god man.

"I love you"

"Fuck you" that works too...

"Stella listen to me," I walked over to the other side and got on my knees so that I could be at the same height as her and can look me in the eye. "I love you, I ain't leavin' you" her eyes were red and puffy and her nose was pink.

"You always leave" she cried, I sat down on the mattress and got close to her ear.

"I ain't leavin' this time doll" I place a kiss on her jaw, i felt her hand slowly get placed over mine. "I'm right here" i kissed her again closer to her lips.

"I want you to be my girl" she looked at me then looked back at my hand. "What do you think bout that?"

"I don't know" she mumbled softly

"Here let me say this again...I need you to be my girl" she looked at me and sat up as she sighed softly.

        She put her hands around the back of my neck and put her forehead against mine. I ran my hand up her thigh to her spine pulling her closer to me.

        "Be my girl, please doll."

        She took her hands off me and liked down at her lap. "Give me time"

          "Ple-"

          "I'm tried." She laid down in bed again, i sighed to myself and looked at her. Why can't she just be my girl? Just say yes!

           "Give me an answer, don't give me the i don't know bullshit. Just yes or no"

          "I said give me time"

         "No" she sat up and looked at me again

         "I just got broken up with! You broke James and I up! Give me time and leave! Just fucking go! Right now when I look at you I don't see my best friend I see the asshole that ruined my relationship. So give me time!!" I got up and grabbed my leather jacket from the floor and put on my shoes.

          "You want me gone?"

          "Yes"

         "Well I'm leaving!" I walked out of her room slamming the door hard behind me and walking out of the house pissed off.

           I need time? BULLSHIT