✨tum Ko....Paa Hi Liya!✨

prologue.

Mohabbaton ka safar  is tarah se bhi guzra tha
Shikasta dil they,  musafir shikhast paye na thi
Ke dhoop chaon ka aalam raha judai na thi.
               -song by Qurat-ul-ain-baloch
        
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The journey of love was indeed dwelled this way, perhaps the heart looses the game of love but the one who bears it, wasn't at all. Even though life bestowed them with innumerable vicissitudes but the separation never happened ;or may be it did!

The night was a little scary for that matters. Its was a hailstorm outside..... A destructive one,with thunderbolts, so many flash of lighting with a simultaneous crash of thunder.
There was this soul alone in her abode waiting for someone, someone who might not come to her rescue. She was scared, scared to her life. She has always been, since her childhood....bad weather specially storms n thunderbolts used to give chill down her spine n tonight she was all alone in her tiny habitancy. Cooling her heels since evening for him to show up.... Even though the probabilities were nil. Its was quite late by now she decided to put the dinner into the fridge loosing all the hope of him showing up.
The realization made her heart go wrench. Tears started to escape  her orbs as she dragged herself into the kitchen to complete her daily chores.
Few minutes later there was a loud bang on the door. Someone was  there,  but who?  N why was that person banging her door mercilessly, she thought n got scared a little a while later. Gathering up her courage she strolled towards the gate with shivering legs. Peeping through the hole ,she took a sign of relief ,it was him. She immediately unlatched the door. And there he was , completely disheveled , dretched, damaged and intoxicated, she could smell that.

"aap! ye ? Kya hua aapko? "she hollered with extreme fear looking at his distorted self.

He looked so famished n spoilt. Continuously gawking at her as if he would eat her up to satiate the demon inside him.

" please andar aao Siddharth" she said holding his forarms pulling him inside, it was raining cats and dogs and he was completely drenched.

He pulled himself back from her hold pushing her aside and entering inside the house like an ill mannered.
  Without uttering a single word he straight away went to her bedroom.

"Siddharth aapko thand Lag Jayegi" she muttered walking behind him with a towel.
"Shut up! just shut up..." he seethed fuming in anger, pain and misery.
Turning around to face her, he grabbed her cheeks tightly squeezing them inwardly. His eyes were blood shot, teeth grinding in madness. He was afflicting pain in her physically as well as emotionally.
"sidharth! Dard hora hai"she winced as her cheeks were paining due to the goddamn force with which he was holding her.

"mujhe bhi" his expression suddenly weaken and a lone tear escape his eyes. And he left her cheeks stumbling upon his feets being tipsy n high on pain and agony. He collapsed on the floor due to the intoxication he was in but not unconscious.

She immediately kneeled down n gathered his masculine body in her embrace not caring about his drenched self. Caressing n kissing his face a number of times she finally moved her hands towards his shirt buttons,undoing them to make him change into another dried n sober clothes .
Once she was done removing his shirt n vest her hands moved to his belt to unbuckle it.  But she was stopped by him.

"iski zarurat ni hai.... Don't spoil me sana... Please... Im not worth it " he mumbled  lingering his finger on her cheeks n then her lips. Rubbing the pad of the thumbs over there.

"aisa nhi h... Kon kehta h? Aap duniya ki har khushi desrve krte ho "she mumbled, wipping off his tears pecking his palm.

"aaj mera beta bhi mujhse dur ho gya... He said he hates me "he looked at the ceiling blankly.
"na main ek aachcha baap ban paya, na pati aur na hi beta.... I failed in each n every aspect of life. "he said painfully, getting up  fumbling around n trying to balance himself.

" sidharth  aise nhi... main ni janti aap ye sab kyu keh rahe ho ,bas inta janti hoon ke aap bohot....bohot ache insan ho. And u are everything to me" she too got up settling herself on his lap n pulling him in her embrace .

His eyes welled up seeing her faith in him. She was so pure,  so serene ,so fragile yet so broken herself.... Still always there for him no matter what the adversities are. She has always restored him and put him on the road to recovery. This beautiful woman in his life, this young beautiful girl who has the power, courage n strength to hold him in the darkest of his life. There was so much love, so much love her eyes holds for him. And he was all smitten with her love n care...
The intoxication gripped him harder making him loose his control over his drunken self as a result he captured her lips hungrily pulling her more into him as if that was the only way he can calm his inner beast. 
On the other hand she allowed him to do whatever he wanted to do, to tame himself down. Rubbing his chest giving him an unknown assurance.

Her this act drove him even more crazy . A tenacious feeling to have her.
He started kissing her more fervently, digging his tongue deep into her mouth exploring every nook and corner of her mouth. Where as she fists his mane going all breathless, but still letting him dominate her.
His hands went to the zip of her suit pulling it down,  baring her upper body as she was left in her simple black bra. The upper part of her breasts came into display, he started nibbling on her neck kissing n biting her sensitive spots. Pushing her roughly on the bed he came over her and captured her lips again.
In all this while she was just caressing his chest rubbing it with uttermost devotion and love. Coming down he started kissing her bosoms over the bra, her eyes shut in pleasure and her hands were roaming in his hair.
Suddenly he stopped with his actions and laid there snuggling n rubbing his  nose on her chest.

This made her flinch, she opened her eyes immediately feeling the absence of his touch.

"main tumhare saath bhi sahi nhi karra hoonsana. You deserve better! " he said after a long pause. Lifting his head from her chest ,sitting.
" i am actually lusting over you......your young beautiful gorgeous body... Im only after this .... Tumhara zism chahiye muje isliye hoon tumhare saath main" his voice painful yet sarcastic. He avoided an eye contact with her while blabbering all this to her.
Her eyes were streaming by now. Biting her lower lips in pain she made him look at her.

"sidharth aap jo b keh rahe ho uska jawaab to ni h mere paas ,vo aapko behtar pata h. Aur mujhe aapko kuch bhi smjhabe ki jarurat nhi hai is bare mein. Aap abhi hosh mein nahi ho Isiliye kuch bhi bol rahe ho, soch rahe ho....lekin Main baas itna janti hn ke mera kuch b ab mera nhi h..... Main sab kuch aapka h" she said weeping silently.

" phle maa ka tha,  fir Tai ka aur ab aapka....yehi sachchai hai meri life ki, agar 3.5 saal phle aap na mile hote to main uss gandagi se kabhi naa nikal pati" this time her sobs were loud n audible.

"oh!  To karz chuka rhi ho tum bhi meri zindagi me hoone ka, kyuki badle m main to tumhe kuch ni de paya.... Na ghar, na rishte jiska koi naam hai, na khushi kuvh nahi  " he muttered lighting up a cigarette, freeing his insecurities into the smoky air.

"muje kuch nhi chahiye.... Sirf aapki mojoodgi chahiye,  chahe mere paas na ho to bhi chalega. Mujhse dur hokar bhi aapki mojudgi chahiye... U matters to me the most" she mumbled in between her tear unclasping her bra making her upper body completely bare.

"the world will call you with names sana! ,.... Another woman, or may be my concubine.... . Will you be ok with it? "he questioned her naked self,  holding her waist tightly. Shooting dagger at her looking for the answers.

I don't care" saying so she surrendered herself to him yet again;

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