✨tum Ko....Paa Hi Liya!✨

chapter 14

"im sorry! " she muttered, looking at the floor index finger looped the corner of her kurta around itself. She was feeling unsettled and guild ridden for the action she just did. She slapped!slapped him!She wasn't supposed to do this. She can't slap the man who has helped her in her odds. Her eyes brimmed. Taking a deep breath she hold them back refraining them to cascade down her cheeks.

" i shouldn't.... Ha... Slapp...., sorry! Mujhe galti se ho gya, pata nhi kya hua mujhe?!" she turned around, facing him. He was still looking at her, no words, no movement, just a soft gaze at her. Her hair got opened and messy in the whole intense process that took place between them a few minutes ago. Extending his hand, removed the flick back off her cheeks. She closed her eyes as his fingers lingered on her face. It was soft. A tear drop fell of her eyes as she closed her lids and opened them, him gawking at her with same intensity and softness at the same time.

"i owe you a lot sidharth, and u know it. Bin kahe bhi humare bich ye cheez saaf hai. Mere ateet se lekar aaj tak, u have helped me..... Alot! Main chah kar bhi aapka ehsaan uthar nhi sakti.... Hum dobara mile, may be because it was destined. Ye sab jo bhi muje mila hai and shayad jo bhi aage milega its all because you are by my side. Lekin sach ye bhi hai ki mere ander ye naam, paisa aur shohrat ki uss tarah bhook nahi hai. Iss sab se phle meri zindagi jese bhi thi theek thi, mujhe koi shikayat nhi thi. Lekin ab hone lagi hai. You have been a part of my past and present but the fact is, that main apne future bhi aapke saath dekhne lagi hun. It might be wrong and may be i sound unreasonableor stupid Aap.... U r married but i can't do anything for the way i feel for you. Pata hai Mujhe kitta problem hora tha aaj in your absence? Ghutan hori thi, i felt so vulnerable, as if someone left me wondering in a maze....fir uper se apka yeh cold behavior! kyu sidharth? Aisa kyu? " her narration concluded with a quest for his crude actions towards her. He kept his head back on the couch rail with eyes closed. He was in dire need to assimilate what she just confessed as it was the first time that she was being this vocal about her feelings and the question she asked at last. He needed to justify his actions for his misbehavior with a proper reason and explaination.

"first of all stop chanting this married thing. Im getting divorced in next 6 month. Ek baat kitni baar batao! Shalini n I will be no more be together, infact we ARE not together. Sirf ek chhat ke niche rahte hain thats it. " he had been vocal about it always. Even she knew but the insecurities keeps getting triggered for her . "And yesterday..... I came to your house. Saw you two together. Vo jo bhi hai.... Danish... Daniyal whatever. Bas bardasht nahi hua. you were giggling with ur hand in his hold. Man kiya..... " he confessed, with a tight grip over her dupatta that layed between them.

"you! You were there last night? " she asked in anticipation. Her body took a light shift towards him in spur of the moment. The move was completely unrehearsed and impromptu to her own consciousness.

"yaah! Niche tha... You were standing by the window with him. Jab message aaya tha tumhara ,tabhi tumse milne aaya tha " his arms too uncircled around her waist subconsciously.

"he is just a friend !" she whispered feeling his grip on her waist.

"i dont care " he murmured, his gaze fixed on her face which slipped on her lips listening the word friend from her mouth. She suddenly flinched in between the intence moment. They just had a mini makeout session. That happened out of the blue. Well not for the first time, they had such latent intense moments in the past as well. But everytime its feels new to them. As if they were undergoing some enigmatic and mysterious synergy around them. Its so strong and impactful, that each time they get physically close to each other the ferociousness get incredible and increased.

" Aunty ka nephews hai... I... I had told u before... " she fumbled, well not for explaining her point of view but due to the physical proximity they were in.