✨tum Ko....Paa Hi Liya!✨

chapter 20.

What is that one thing which is similar in every individual who had tasted this delicacy called love ever in his /her life? The answer would be, the urge to have it again n again and sometimes even for forever. And its not necessary that this forever would last till ur last breath. No! Sometimes forever means the reign between when one wants to live his or her life vivaciously without making reasonable logics, till the time when the same person decides to just live life only because he can't take it on his own. choosing death over life is not as easy and romanticising as we have seen it on the 70mm screen. Its actually very profound , surreal and tragic. Life is a lover of death, as its culmination point is death only. And no life on earth has ever been stayed separated forever from its love. Someday or the other they meet, and thats where a new journey starts. The jpurney unknown and hypothetically real. The journey of after life......
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"kya khaoge? Jo bologe wahi banaogi " sana muttered, walking inside his apartment with him. He immediately plopped himself on the couch due to extreme exertion and hunger pang.

"kuch bhi, im so hungry right now that i can even munch upon bread and jam and get myself into slumber as soon as possible. " he said taking a glance at this watch. It was almost 9pm. He had to drop her home as well.

"bread jam khane ki jarurat nhi padegi, main garma garm daal chawal banao?Sirf 15 se 20 min lagege" she voiced, forking her fingers in his hair . Though he looked super cute in those messy hair but setting his hair right was something that give him a therapeutic massage to decrease his weariness.

"no need yaar... Come sit. You must be tired as well. Bahar se order karte hain. " he said making her sit beside him. He put his head in her lap. And he literally felt the enigma. It was soothing and serene to the next level. Justlike his mothers lap He immediately turned his face to hude his emotionally ridden visage. But she was too quick to understand his plight through his gestures. She stroked his cheeks lightly and let him be like that without asking for the reason.

"i haven't done anything worth tiring! Sara action toh aapne hi kiya... " she exclaimed.

"dont take it in fun haan! Sar fod deta main uska...." he muttered, eyes still closed.

"u know Sana, maine salon baad kisi ki god mein sar rakha hai, and u know whats so weird about it. In all these years I didn't feel like doing it with anyone else other than my mother. But aaj aachanak se man kiya ke tumhare god mein sar rakho. Maa ki yaad nhi aa rhi, coz unko kabhi bhulta nhi hoon main,lekin ek ajeeb sa sukoo hai iss lamhe mein. Dar lagta kabhi kabhi iss sukoon se, apni lylife ke itne salon mein itna jana hain maine ke shayad insaan ko ek limit se jyada sukoon mein rehna allowed nhi hai. Bhagwan ne jaise ye rule banaya ho. I m so scared kyuki tum sukoon ho mera and i didn't even know when u become my solace! Sana..... jadugar ho tum. You have bound me in your spell. Spellbound ho gya ye suttabaaz dukhiatma, jabse meri life mein aayi ho tum. " he simpered, digging his teeth into his lower lip. She wondered how much variations he had put in his disclosure. Emotion to worrisome to romantic to humourous. She lightly slapped his head and dipped her head to peck his forhead.

"sidharth! " she grimaced, eyeing at the cigarette in his hand and the other in his pocket, searching a lighter.

"shut up! Sochna bhi mat ke main tumhari sunuga. I need to smoke real bad " he was rude and stoic with his words this time. The fact that one just can't get rid of this addiction in a rein of few days or on the behest of anyone. Its an extremely slow , tedius n painfull process. And a lot of people are unable to fo that even.

"your hunger's making you go absolutely crazy. Chalo utho sidharth main fata fat se daal chawal banati hoon. Fir ghar bhi jana hai mujhe. " she caressed his head and pushed it off lightly from her lap.