Book 3: Restart

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Day 63

Yoongi's Pov

"Yoongi? What's going on? Jungkook said that you have something important to say."

"Yeah, and why are you on the other side of the room?"

The six of them were at the dining table, yet I was by the couch, nervously biting my nails while I refused to answer Jimin's question.

"Guys, please promise me that you will not get mad, and will not try to punch me again like Jungkook did." Taehyung turned to her in a frenzy.

"You punched him!" Jungkook embarrassingly nodded.
"That's why I want him over there too. But please, try to hear him out first like I failed to do. Also, try not to burst into tears ok?"

Confused at the set of unusual instructions, the squad of five nodded at Jungkook's words.

I was so scared.
I totally did not want to do this. I mean, I could go walk out the front door and never come back. But still.......

I told Emily Noona so what's so different about them?

I took in a deep breath, locking eyes with Jimin who was looking at me in suspicion and worry. I could do this. I told Jungkook, I could tell the others too!

"Guys, I've been lying to you for the past two months." Jin crossed his arms. "About what?" I wanted to throw up. The words were jumbled in my throat, still in place as I thought about the entire situation.

What am I doing?
I-
No. They deserve to know. I've already started, I can't go back and pretend that I didn't say anything!

"I've pretended like we were complete strangers when we're not. I'm the Yoongi that I overheard you guys were looking for. I'm Min Yoongi, Jimin's ex-boyfriend, your friend."

It was silent. My eyes were on them, looking, waiting for them to make a move. Their faces slowly morphed into disbelief, Jimin's face now scrunched up in disgust.

"I don't believe you! I mean look at you! Yoong would not look like that!" Those words definitely hurt me, especially them coming from Jimin.

Jin looked doubtful, along with Namjoon, Hoseok, and Taehyung.

"Why did you leave the basketball team?" I looked over. Jimin was closer, only a foot in front of the others. His face was hard, fists clenched.

"I left because I wanted to be a psychologist."

"Why did Taehyung hate you in highschool?"

"He though that I was just like your old toxic boyfriend."

Speechless. They were left speechless.
"It's you. It's really....you." Namjoon looked teary eyed, holding onto Hoseok for support.

"Yoongi, why didn't you tell us sooner! We were wondering where you were for seven whole years!" I walked over to them, taking a seat at the table with the rest of them.

"I didn't want to tell you guys at first because I was scared. Jungkook didn't believe me at first and neither did you! I look so different! I was afraid you wouldn't see me the same anymore."

I felt pathetic. Really pathetic. I told Jackson about it too, and he told me that I would do great. I was totally doing great just now.

See the sarcasm in my voice.

"Well, can you at least tell us what happened to you? Did Jimin make you disappear? Ow!" Jimin slapped Hoseok's shoulder, making him rub it with a pouty face.