"IT STARTS ALL OVER AGAIN."
FEBRUARY 14, 2015 — 10:59 AM
Stupid me.
Valentine's Day. I hated this holiday, but still got Beomgyu something.
After the whole Sanha incident last year, it's as if Sanha ghosted—was gone.
I laid against the stands, groaning. Kai laid next to me, both of us laying like dead people. We felt absolutely drained—maybe because we had exams, or maybe because we've both been going through shit. Today's Valentine's Day, and I'm supposed to love it as per usual... but Beomgyu isn't talking to me. I don't expect it, but I kind of miss him.
No, no I don't. I shouldn't miss him after the mess he created on Taehyun's birthday. It was a complete wreck.
I told Yeonjun about it and he told me to give him time, but I don't know whether to do that or not. Of course, I took his words into thought—but also Mr. Jung's telling me not to victimize myself. What if I could be wrong, and Mr. Jung knew that? His words messed me up as well.
"Hey Kai?" I asked, causing him to hum in question. "Do you have any more of those grape lollipops?"
"Ew, why?" He asked, scrunching his face up. "Feeling like shit today?"
"Yeah," I blinked, my hand propped out. "I should taste shit to feel like shit."
"That doesn't really correlate well, but here," He passed me the grape lollipop from his gym bag, placing it softly in my palm. "Enjoy, I guess."
"Thanks," I mumbled, sniffling as I unwrap the disgusting lollipop. I don't hesitate to stick it in my mouth, the grape flavor causing me to scrunch up in disgust. I liked the fruit, but not the flavoring. It seriously did taste like shit. "Fucking hate this."
"You asked for it," Kai pointed at me, causing me to roll my eyes. "Next time, ask for a pineapple one. Those are the best!"
A tennis ball is hit into the side of my stomach before I could respond, causing me to groan again. Someone laughed slightly, climbing up the stands as they tower over me. It's Soobin, that rat. "What are you doing here, lying around?"
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