So I think I mentioned I go to church every week with my family and basically all the people there annoy me and I just don't love it. Anyway I'm pretty emo now and so I wore a purple and black skirt, black tank top, and a black choker with black Vans. (I love it so much I think it's a really cute outfit) And I was just thinking I hope this pisses off some of the annoying old people lmao but tbh I hope it did. (in a Bible study I went to a couple years ago the teacher talked about how horrible and bad chokers are so I was really hoping she would be there and see me wearing one but sadly she wasn't.) Also I usually get pretty sad during the service because all my sad thoughts and emotions come to mind since I'm just sitting there doing nothing, so I try to distract myself with fun thoughts. Anyway I was imagining me and my bi friend going to Pride one day and it makes me so happy to dream about. Also if only the people in church knew what I was thinking they would be horrified lmao.
The other night I was talking with my family and my mom said something about when I'm married and I was like I'll probably never get married. She didn't really react, just kind of went oh well ok. So yeah, that was ok I guess, could have been a lot worse. Also yesterday I was on my phone looking at lgbtqpia+ memes and she did that annoying thing where a parent will lean over your shoulder and try to see what you're doing so now I'm worried she might think I'm gay, which isn't necessarily bad but idk it kind of scares me.(I'm not ready to come out and yeah) So that was a little terrifying.
That was my fun past couple days. On a very happy note I told my bi friend about my idea of us going to Pride together one day and she said it's a great idea and we should and so that's amazing, gives me something to look forward to, even if it doesn't happen for a few years it's still nice to think about. Damn that was a long run on sentence lmao.
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Have a wonderful day/night you beautiful valid you!! And happy homoromantic pride day!!! 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈💚🤍🖤🤍💜
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My experiences as an aro ace
Non-Fictionthis is pretty much just going to be me talking about how I realized I was aro ace, things I go through that may be different than other people because I am, and things like that. If you're ace and or aro then yay I hope you like it and can relate...
