So hi!
Fun story! I was shopping with my mom and brother who I'm calling Chess. (I'm not using people's real names in case someone that knows me irl finds this so then I can deny it, lol I'm scared of being outed) So we were at a Starbucks and our barista was writing our names on the cups and I saw she had a black ring on the middle finger of her right hand!!!! She's a fellow ace!! (She wasn't wearing any other rings so unless it was a huge coincidence I'm pretty sure she's ace)
I'm not out to my mom and very shy so of course I didn't say anything, but I did kind of try to make my hand with my ace ring visible. I just kept thinking what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck I can't believe it this is amazing I'm so happy. So yeah it was really awesome, and idk it just made it feel like there actually are aces in real life and not just online. (NO SHADE TO MY ONLINE FRIENDS I LOVE Y'ALL SO MUCH NO ROMO)
It was just really nice.
So how're y'all doing?
The other day I was with my mom and there was some cute guy around my age and she was like did you see him? You need to keep your eyes open if you ever want a boyfriend.
And I was just like yeah haha but I care more about personality then looks anyway and that's just a random guy.
Anyway yeah fun times. When/if I ever come out it'll be so nice to just say no mom I don't want a boyfriend thanks for caring though. Also my mom is like obsessed with having grandkids and I don't plan on having kids but at least I have lots of siblings that might so hopefully she won't mind too much if I don't. Also I don't care I'm not here just to give her grandkids.
-_- my sister just came over and looked at my phone and now I think she thinks I'm dramatic and ughhh fml. I'm sorry if I'm annoying. Honestly that's a big fear of mine. Hahaha this chapter is kind of a train wreck (just like my life lmao) but I guess that's ok.
Thank you for reading if anyone made it this far. Honestly if anyone cares about this at all I'll be surprised but that's probably my bad self esteem talking. Ok I'll stop now before I embarrass myself further.
I hope you have a wonderful day valid beautiful people!! 💚🤍🖤🤍💜
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My experiences as an aro ace
No Ficciónthis is pretty much just going to be me talking about how I realized I was aro ace, things I go through that may be different than other people because I am, and things like that. If you're ace and or aro then yay I hope you like it and can relate...
