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my adhd.

if anyone wants to picture the inside of my brain, this is how i see it. so if you take the film inside out, and imagine that's kinda what happened in my head. the diffrence is, with my head, that joy is dead. anger killed her and sadness . i was never born with fear. this just leave a really big angry and a big discust. now anger and discust have to pretend to be joy all the time to make other feel better which makes anger more angry and discust more discusted at how people are. discust gets offended at everything which then sets of anger. so then imagine this going on and then being told you can't be angry if you don't wanna loose everything, not seeing your friends, no pocket money, no christmas etc. also rip away any privacy that she had and take away any choices or freedom. also remove saftey. that's my head right now and i'm sick of it but there's i can do about it so i have to suck it up and deal with it. so that's. my brain if anyone wants to know