realize(Niall Horan Love Story)

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Hi guys!hope you like this! ♥♥
Xx,
Charm.

Charm's p.o.v

We got in the room and seated at the long couch.but im still burrying my face at niall's chest.

Everyone got silent,the only thing we could hear was my sobbing.

Then,monic shouted.

What the F*CK did you do to her!?

Calm down monic calm down.i could say that it was harry's voice.

When i hugged niall and burried my face at he's chest,i felt secured and contented even if im at this situation.

Ok,what happened?perrie said calmly.

She-.i cut off niall.

Nothing,just a small problem.i said.

Ye-ah.niall said.

lets just eat.niall said.

Can we eat at your dressing room?i said.

Ugh.,sure.niall ssid while assisting me in getting up.

Here you guys,pizza,fries,burger and drinks.sorry if the left pizza is only a little bit.zayn said.

Thank you for helping us bringing the foods here.niall said to perrie and zayn.

No problem,we'll just wait for you there at the other room.perrie said.

And they said goodbye

I smiled at them.

Thank you.i said while munching some fries.

Thank you,for what?niall said.

For comforting me,ive never opened to someone.i wish...i didnt complete my sentence because i cried again.

Niall hugged me.

Stop it,can you just dont cry.i dont want to see the girl i cared for cries because just...just of a guy,i'll be here with you.niall said.

You know niall,i find hard loving someone.i said while resting my head at niall's lap,while he plays with my black hair.

Why?he said.

Because ive never felt love.ive never know love.ive never give someone love.i said staring straight on he's blue eyes.

What?how about your parents?how about monic?he said.

And there was a knock at the door.

Open!niall shouted.

Hi guys!louis said with eleanor.

Ohhhh.he said when he looked at us.

Sorry for disturbing you.but,were heading to our hotel.just go there if you want to.harry and monic wants to see a movie.we all agreed,and umm charm and nialler,were using liam,zayn,and harry's room.it's much bigger than the other rooms..louis said.

Ok.. i finally spoke and gave them a weak smile,they said their goodbye to us after that.

So,we are now alone...niall said.

They just left us like that.i said..

Me and niall are now laying down at the floor just looking at the blank grey ceiling.

Niall,can i tell you something,.i said.

Yeah sure.he responded.

If i die.,would you miss me?or if im lost.,even find me?i know it's too early to ask you this stuff,but..--(i started crying)but.,i think people wouldnt even care for me.i said while crying again,im really amazed with my self.it's like..ive known niall for so long.because i never opened up to someone.