realize(Niall Horan Love Story)

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Im very sorry guys!i update super duper late.the reason is that i lost some inspiration,i just dont know why and im very busy im aming to be a honor student.i hope you enjoy this!
-charm
HARRY'S P.O.V
as i have promised to the 5sos lads,we headed to the nearest pizza parlor.
We ordered the Hawaiian pizza,as we seat down and waited for our order i cant stop thinking of charm.
I keep asking myself,
What would her reaction if she woke up,how would she react knowing niall doesnt love her anymore,that he doesn't care about her.
And the worst part of it,that niall choose her over her best friend.
I think it damn hurt.
Wyeaah,ayt horts bro.michael said while eating the pizza.
I just realize it's been served.
What!?i asked michael.
He posed and drank some water.
worst part of it that niall choose her over her best friend.michael said.
Your so nosy!i said while getting a peice of pizza.
No im not,you just said it aloud.right guys?michael said.
And i heared 3 yes.
I didnt.i defended myself.
Just tell us the truth.michael said.
I sigh.
Ok,.i said.
It's just...i started
It's what?!just fucking say it!ashton said
It's just im concerned about how charm would react when she wake up from her coma.i said
React?in what?luke asked
How she would react if she know that niall doesnt love her anymore and the worst part is niall loves her bestfriend.i said
Yeah.calum said
You forgot something.luke said
What?i asked curious
That a serial killer is monitoring her and haunting her.luke said
I heared michael said ohh...
Uh,um.i should go.eat well!i said while leaving them and trying my best not to cry infront of them.
I could hear calum call my name,but i didnt look at them i just pretended that i didnt heared them.
I unlocked my car and got inside,i quickly turned on the engine and headed to no where.
After driving for like eternity,i found myself seating beside a gravestone.
Tears streaming down my face.
I layed down on the green grass staring at the sky,it's already 5:40 and the sun is setting down.
Dad,i still remember what you said to me when i was a child,when we were looking at the stars at our backyard.
You said that the sun loved the moon so much,that he died everyday so the moon would shine with the stars.i said.
Why did you left mom?I asked as if someone would answer me.
You know dad,your so lucky that mum still loves you.that after everything you did to her,you left her,you shout at her you do drugs.mum never gave up she saw hope in you.why is that?why does love suppose to be like that?i started crying.
Why does it always have to hurt someone just to make things better?i asked hot tears streaming down my face.
It's because love is like that,there is always someone who needs to be hurt,and the one's who get hurt are the one's who care the most.someone said,that voice is familiar.
I wiped my tears,seat up and turn my head to where the voice was coming from.
It was mum.
She sat beside me.
What are you doing here?i asked
Nothing,just like to visit your dad.just my surprise i saw someone who is talking to himself.my mum said
Am not!i said while smiling.
I just remembered when they used to black mail me because i always leave my underwear in their room and I always deny when they asked.
Mum,did it hurt when dad left us?what does it felt?what is the first thing come up your mind when you knew dad left us?i asked.
It really hurts,-.mum said
How much?i cut her off
So much,like being shot by a bullet straight in the heart and fallen off of a cliff where in the botton you fall above thousands of needles.mum said looking at the stars.
I've never seen mum like this.its already 6:00 pm here.
Mum can i ask you a question again?i asked
Sure,what are mum's for?my mum said
What would you do if your in a situation which your just so depressed and your like dying inside but no one could see you die,what can will you do mom?i asked her looking at the stars and how they shine.
Mum smiled.
If i was in that situation i would just breath for a moment,try to fix small things before the big ones.mum said
Thanks mum.i said
I gotta go now,gemma's waiting for me.wanna come?mum asked
No,i think i'll pass.i simply said.
Ok,bye!mum said and kissed my cheek.
I started walking towards my car when someone stopped me and covered my eyes and mouth.
Last thing i heard was gunn shots and it was all black.