realize(Niall Horan Love Story)

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Authors p.o.v
I'm very sorry if i havent updated that long,i hope you understand it,bad news, is that im ending this story very soon MAYBE after this chapter..but good news im going to publish a new story!
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Charm's p.o.v
As i looked back hot tears streaming down my face..
I felt so stupid. I wish I was the only one who was killed.

We ran as fast as we can pushing through various plants,the only thing that is inside my head is what harry said.

After few minutes of running and running,we saw a police car past by. We all shout as loud as we can to be noticed,thank god they heared us.

Paul immediately talked to the police what happened,they called back up and an ambulance,after few minutes of waiting here was an ambulance heading our way,after paul let us go first and head to the hospital,he was with the police heading to where harry was.

I hope his fine.

I hope everything will be alright.

I wish I wake up in this horrible dream.

I slowly close my eyes and lay down in the white bed waiting to be dropped in the hospital.

Im so tired,tired of everything. Every peice of my life.

What did I do to have this kind of life? Why do life manages to fuck everything?

I think it's true what they say.. No one dies a virgin life fucks us all.

Why is the world so cruel!

I know that LIFE is hard,life is not fair but what the fuck its so bellow the fucking belt.

I have never felt pain,worry,tiredness in the same moment every in my life.

I opened my eyes and looked at the surrounding. Its white with hospital equipments,.

Do you mind mam answering some of our questions?a woman asked me.

'Sure' I tried saying but the word but no voice was heard..

Ma'm?the woman asked again.

I tried to say 'sure' again but I cant. No voice was heared.

What is happening?I asked my self.

I started sobbing. The lady started to calm me down as much as possible they could,but it fucking impossible.

How the hell did this happened!?

Why?

After an hour I finally passed out.

When I woke up I was here again in a white room which have four walls,I think my new home is the hospital..

Looking beside is another bed and a niall is laying down asleep.

As I look at him memories flooded my thoughts,I just now realize that we have came this far. Honestly I wouldn't expect this would happen a few months ago I was with my best friend day dreaming of what would happen if we met them. It was really beyond my expectation.

I didnt expected that we would be all this close or even fell madly in love with one of them or be in this disaster with them,I would never see myself here seating at a hospital bed looking at the man that I have fell in love in the very first day that I have fangirled.

This episode of my life is one of the best but at the same time the worst of all. But if somebody asked me if I ever would change this moment for something worth better that this experience,I say no.