realize(Niall Horan Love Story)

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Monic's p.o.v
Guilt.
This was the only thing i could feel right now.
After what happened yesterday,i cant sleep or eat.
Why did i do that?
Im here in a hospital room where my best friend is laying down unconsious of what is happening around her.
I have know charm since we were kids,we made a bond that no one could break,.but what am i doing?destroying our friendship.
I was so blind to see that someone is getting hurt by what i am doing.im a horrible person,a horrible friend.
Now,i could say that..regret really comes last.
I never realize ive took this too far that it cant be reverse anymore.
My parents already warned me about life,but what did i do?i didnt listen to them
Love is the only force that could destroy anything in this world,whether to change it in a good way or in a bad way.I could remember my parents saying this to me non-stop,then i didnt care about it.now i just realize what was my parents mean,you really wouldnt know the meaning of the thing until you experienced it.
Flashback
I heard my doorbell ring.i immediately opened the door to reveal it was harry.he was a complete wreck but still looks handsome as usual.
Oh,hi harry!come in.i said while standing aside so that he could go in.it was snowy outside.
Can we talk?is anyone here?harry immediately asked me.
Sure,im alone.i responded almost immediately.
Do you want coffe or anything?i asked.
No,thanks.but,Remember our deal?he asked while seating at the sofa
Yeah,the fake relationship.i couldnt stop my bitterness while saying this to him,i hope he wont noticed the bitterness on it.
I want to end it.harry said in a more serious tone.
What?!i clumsly said a loud.
Is there a problem?he said i could tell there is a bit concern in hes voice.
Uh,no.i simply said.
So,i'll go now.thank you for your time!harry said before walking out of my flat.
End of flashback
I know that it was all fake,but in everyday of being harry's fake girlfriend.my feelings start building up.
Monic,stop it.you cant fall inlove with harry.you would just be broke.he doesnt love you back.he loves charm.i keep repeating it on my head.
I sat beside charm.
Why are you so perfect?i asked her,like as if she would answer.
Niall,harry and calum is fighting just to be with you.any girl would give up anything just to be in your place right now.your one hell of a lucky girl.i continued,even i know she wont answer.
I just wonder.what is it with you that all guys are dying for?i added.
Sometimes,i hate being with you because i look like your shadow.someone who is there but cant be seen.i would give up anything just to be in your place,charm.wake up!your destroying everyone.we need you!i shouted.having no care if anyone heard me.
Charm,what if i killed you!?would they love me!?would they see me?would they love me?i lose it i started crying harder,i got the gun on my bag and point it towards charm's head.
Charm,i love you.we have been together as long as i could remember.but,but,i couldnt do this,.i said while wiping the tears on my face.
Then i heared the door open,i saw niall,louis,harry,eleanor and liam.they were all shocked.no one spoke,everything was like frozen.no one even dared to move,the only thing we could hear was the beaping of charm's heart beat monitor.
I laughed while crying,this is what a broken girl look like!
Oh,just in time.i really need a audience.i said to them while removing the gun on charm's head and just pointing it at the floor.
Then,calum,luke,michael and ashton also arrived.
Oh,i didnt expect we have more guest to come.i said while looking amused.
Monic,what is this for?stop this!before anyone would get hurt.harry said while heading towards me.
Stop!dont go any further or im gonna shoot her!i warned him while pointing the gun to charm's head.
Everyone was now inside the room.
Monic,dont let it posses you.eleanor said.
What!?what the fuck do you mean!?i asked her.
I know your jelous,i could tell by how yo-.i cut off eleanor.
Just,just shut the fuck up!you dont know anything.i said now im shouting i dont fucking care if anyone is sleeping,or recovering.
Please,please monic.just drop the gun down and we can talk this through out.eleanor said.
I said,shut your fucking mouth!i shouted while pointing the gun to eleanor.
Now,i loose it. I shot the gun and i shot eleanor at the leg.
Harry's p.o.v
Bang!
After that loud noise i saw eleanor in a pile of blood while louis was crying infront of her.
We were all shock,we all froze.we all looked at eleanor.
But,when i look at monic i could see guilt,regret and tears in her face.
This is all my fault.i said to myself.
Then monic ran away,everyones attention was on eleanor now.louis carried eleanor to the emergency room and all of the followed.
While me and calum stayed here at charm's room.i in the other hand need to go to the loo because is really need to piss.while calum headed to the nurse station to let a janitor clean the blood from eleanors legs.i was finish,while i was washing my hands i let the door open a little bit. I saw a figure enter the room.first,i thought it was the janitor them i think,where is calum if that was the janitor.in my curiosity i slowly peeked out of the cr.i saw a girl in a black leathered jacket,black jeans with black sneakers she have a black suit case,she then look at her back.i think to assure if somebody is here.she opened the brief case.it was a syringe.she was injecting it on charm.i think she heard calum and ran away.i immediately headed to charm when the girl in black as i call her ran away.she left the syringe at the floor.i picked it up and looked at it.
What just happened here?calum asked me.
I dont really know.i said honestly still devastated on what just happened.
What is the syringe for?he asked me while heading towards me.
We need to bring this to a laboratory.i said.
Wait!how about charm?he said worridly.
Let's head to the er first and inform them that we need to go to the lab first.i said.
Or,we could call paul and just let him do the lab job and lets just stay here and take care of charm.he said.
I never thought you could think like that.i said amused.
He just rolled his eyes at me.
I started calling paul.
~~phone call~~
Hello,paul.can you come here at the hospital where charm is confined.like ASAP.i said
Why?im here at sir simon,discussing about your tour for next next week.he said to me.
We need you here now,eleanor was shot in the leg and someone just reseve an drug from a very unknow girl,and i have the syringe because the girl left it here.and i dont know what the hell is inside this syringe that have been given to charm.i said without even breathing.
Ok,i'll be there in 10 minutes. He said and the line went dead.
~~end of phone call~~
Paul will be here after 10 minutes.i informed calum.
Yeah,.what really happened here?calum asked me.
I was finish pissing,and was washing my hand.i let the door a little bit open so that i know if your already here.i started.
Calum's attention was only on me.
Then i saw a figure enter the room,first.i thought it was the janitor who would clean the blood from eleanor's feet.but then i thought if that was the janitor you would be here.but you werent,so curiosity got into me.so i peeked on the door to see who would it be.i saw a girl in black leathered jacket,black skinny jeans and black sneakers.she has a black brief case also.she then look around,when she saw no one was here she pulled out a syringe in the brief case and gave charm the shot from the syringe.then i heard your voice approching,i think she heard it also,she run away and left this syringe at the floor.i said while making him see the syringe.
Oh,..black?i didnt saw someone pass by me that wheres black.calum said.
That's weird,i really saw her go outside.maybe she went the otherway.i said.
Maybe.calum said while looking at charm.
She's really beutiful.calum said admiring charm.
I know,i think any guy who meets her would die for her.i said.
Wait,you like her?calum asked curiously.
Yes.i love her.i said
What?are you serious?dont joke around harry.calum said while laughing.
No,im real serious.why,do you like her?i asked in a very serious and cold tone.
Yeah i like her.calum said seriously.
Oh,so may the best man win then?i said
Yes,may the best man win.calum said.
No friends here.i said.
What!?calum said shouting.
Yes,no friends.i already lost charm once.i dont want to loose her again.i said while standing.
What?what do you mean?calum asked.
You wont understand,so better not to know it.i simply said.
Hey,where's the syringe?paul said while catching up he's breath.
Uh,here.i said while handing him the syringe.
I'll just inform you what was the result.paul said while getting the syringe and going to somewhere i couldnt tell where.
Hi guys!eleanor is fine now.liam said while walking in the room.
Good for her.i said.
Now the three of us is seating at the couch.
Where is the janitor?i asked calum
I dont know,they said she'll be here after she take care of something really important.calum said.
After few minutes of silence a girl appeared at the door with mop and cleaning supplies.
Good day sir,i'll just clean up the blood.the janitress said while looking at the floor.
She then entered the room and quickly wipe and disinffect the pile of blood from eleanor.
She then accidentaly tripped on my feet.
Sorry,.i said while standing and helping her up,i took her by hand i flipped her wrisk and saw blood on her white sleeve.
I-i'll be going now.the janitress said immediately while picking up her stuff as fast as she can.
What's your name!?i asked
Steph,stephanie.she said while immediately exiting the room.
What was that for harry?liam asked.
I think something is wrong here.i said sencing something is not right.
Author's note.
PLOT TWIST PEOPLE!
this chapter is really intense,the next chapter will be more of figuring stuff,it's gonna be awesome.i hope you like this chapter.vote,comment and follow me.thanks!
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Im really sorry for typo errors,i hope you understand me.
All the love,.
-charm :*