realize(Niall Horan Love Story)

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Charm's p.o.v
I opened my eyes slowly.i could see some light passing through the curtains.
I looked at my side,i just looked at him.
It was really weird,our conversation last night.i have this feeling that,im close to finding the one,the kid i met at mullingar.
Wakieee!!!i said while hugging niall.
Hi!good morning love,.he said.
Lets go eat?he said.
Sure,just a minute.im gonna freshen up!i said.
Ok!he said
I headed to the bathroom and wash my face brushed my teeth and put my hair on a messy bun.
I slowly got out of the bathroom and slowly looked at niall.
I feel like a spy.LOL
when i looked at him.he was combing he's blonde and messy hair.
I slowly headed to niall's back.i make sure that niall didnt saw me,i hugged him.
Hi!i paused,
You know,i really like your hair when it's messy.it makes you sexier.i continued and smirked
Whatever!he said while looking away.
I'll just do your hair.i touched he's hair and just made it messy.
Thats how i like it!i said
He just laughed.and he carried me bridal style.
Niall!put me down!hahaha!niall please!!i keep laughing.
I wont stop it until we get to the lobby.he said still carrying me bridal style and tickling me.
Please niall!!i cant -hahahahaha!!!i cant breath..stop it i have asthma!i said honestly.
And he brought me down.
You have asthma?he's face became serious.
Yeah.i said
Then niall put me down so i could stand straight.
Oh.sorry,lets go.he said.
*at the lobby*
We ordered french toast and a cup of hot chocolate.
Wanna go to the carnival today?niall asked me while looking at me.
Wha--what?i said,when he said that my eyes got big.whyy?carnival!?
Is there a problem?he said worried.
Ummhh..i was cut off by the waitress.
Good morning sir and madam!here are your french toasts and hot choco's.enjoy.she said while putting our order at the table and headed to the counter.
So,as i was saying.do you want to go to the carnival?it's just blocks away..he said.
Why?why!?there are so many place here at london,and the carnival!?
Uh.i cant say no,it would be rude of me,what will i say!?think charm,think..i said to my self..
Ugh,sure..but,.can we atleast bring monic and hazza?i said with a nervous voice.
Yeah,sure.are you ok?niall said to me with a worried expresion.
*After 10 minutes*
We have finished our food.
Niall,can we go up already?i said feeling sick.
Ugh sure.he said.
Niall's p.o.v
It's weird,how charm reacted when i said were going to the carnival.who would hate the carnival?there are many yummy treats,many awsome rides.
We are now heading to my room.
Ugh.charm groaned while touching her stomach.
Are you sure your fine?i said while supporting her so she could stand properly.
She's weak.
Yeah sure.she said.
Let's just go to the room.she added.
We're half way of the hall way,charm is getting pale.
I could see that she cant take this anymore.that's why i carried her bridal style and ran fast as i could.
I opened the door of our hotel room and headed immediately to the bed and put charm there.
Your a multi-tasking person nialler.charm said while smilling but still pale.
Hahaha.i fake a laugh.
Niall,i'll just take a nap.she said.
Sure.i said
Charm's p.o.v
I slowly opened my eyes,i looked at my left i could see a light.that lamp was the only lamp here.i looked around i could see people around me,i slowly sat up.but someone said to me that i should only lay down.
So i closed my eyes again.i could hear people around me is murmuring.
The only clear voice i could hear was a guy,
Will she be fine?the familiar voice said,i could say it was niall.
Yes,she was just attacked by her asthma.a deep voice said.
Why did she got pale?i could say it was harry.
Because,she couldnt breathe.the deep voice said.
But,why do some asthma attack dont affect the breathing?i could say it was louis.
Yeah,why?a female voice said.it's familiar but i couldnt say who it was.
Because,there are many kinds of asthma.the one you are telling is just mild asthma,i could tell ms.charmaine's ashtma is getting worst by the moment,and her panic attack go with the asthma that's why it's dangerous.the deep voice replied.
No one spoke.
Will there be medicines you will let her drink or atleast what will she avoid so that her asthma will be gone?i could tell it was my best friend.
First of all madam,her asthma wont be gone,that's for sure.but,she needs to be near the shore so that she could breath fresh air,that would make her health more strong.if her back is wet from sweat please wipe it,dont let her run.because her lungs cant be healthy like you people with out asthma,please let her avoid what causes her panic attacks,or in other words,dont make let her stress so much in things.if there's other concerns please just call me.i'll be going now.a deep voice said
Thank you very much.niall said.
And i could hear a door shut close.
I slowly sat up,now no one is saying to me to lay down.
Ouch!i shouted.my head is in so much pain,.
Hey,hey..shhh.relax..niall said to me while hugging me..
I groaned.it really hurts.
Somebody get her water please..niall said.
Here you go mate.liam said handing niall a glass of water.
Here you go babe..niall assisted me to drink the glass of water.
My headache is lesser than the past minutes.
Wait?what did you call her again?monic said.
Ugh.,nothing..niall said.
You said babe!monic mocked him.
Are you fine now?niall said to change the topic.
Yeah.i said seating properly.
Can we go to the park instead of the carnival?i asked him.
I dont want to ruin this day,just because of my asthma and panic attack.i said to myself.
Please,just the two of us.i said
Ok.niall said
We are at the door but someone called niall and my name.
Charm niall!harry called us.
Yes?i responded while turning our back to see harry and monic.
Can we go with you?but when we are at the park we can part ways.monic said while smilling
Yeah sure!me and niall said in usion.
So we are now at the street.it's getting dark,it's already quarter to six here.i just miss having walks like this.the temperature is cold,people going to their homes and seeing their family.sometimes i wonder,what is it feel like to eat with your whole family,i always want to feel like that.
So,what are you thinking about?niall asked me.
Nothing.i responded
I know you are,wanna share it?he looked at me.
You know me so much.i just.i stopped my self.
Charm hold on,dont cry infront of niall.
I sigh.
I just,miss the feeling of having a whole family or a family that always supports you and always at your side.parents who has time being with you,i just want a normal family.instead i got a family who isnt always together,doesnt have time for their only daughter.always buissness.
We stopped,were already here at the park.
It's beutiful.me and niall sat at the park bench where there is a very big tree to shade us with christmas lights.
We're the same,months ive been away from my family.but even i cant be with my family,i have the lads.he said looking at the ground.
Atleast you have the lads,me?i grew up with our maid only,no one teach me how to deal with life.i have to learn it by myself,no one loved me.and the worst part of it.you know what!?i said to niall,i didnt realize there were hot tears streaming from my eyes.
Niall hugged me.
Dont stress your self,what is it?he said
They expect so much from me,but when i expect them to atleast love me back.they always say to me,you dont need that,your already grown up.i said.
Why is it like that?yes we are wealthy,but what is the use of money!?could i buy love?love from your parents?sometimes i would rather be poor and have a family who loves me back and doesnt expect so much from me,than to be wealthy but seeking love.some time i wish i wasnt born.i said while crying.
Niall didnt respond he just hug me.
Then,i could feel hot tear drops dropping on my hand.first i thought it was rain,then i ask myself,hot rain?then i looked at niall he was not looking at me,he's looking far away in a straight direction.
then i asked him,why are you crying?
Nothing,lets just go home.he answered while looking at me.
We headed to mine and monic's hotel room.
When i opened the room,they were all there.only liam had no one to talk with,they were watching the divergent.
Author's note
The next part will be 3rd day of the week.
So they are getting emotional.
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Charm :*