Forgotten Love [Loki x reader] (Part 2)

Chapter 9

-- your POV -- 

-Loki: "What did he do to you?" He asked so suddenly and such a direct question that i was shocked.

-Y/n: "Wh- What?" I ask, trying to hold back my tears when I think of what happened and what we were.

-Loki: "I'm not stupid. You have a ring on your finger and this guy is always asking for you. You were clearly panicked, so I assume that he's your fiancé. You also said that you will never come back here but you're sitting on my bed. Something must have happened. Tell me."

-Y/n: "I don't.... I don't want to talk about it." I say quietly, not lying at all because it's the last thing I wanna do.

-Loki: "Look, I know that... that I've hurt you, but you have to tell me what happened."

-Y/n: "I don't have to tell you anything." I look down at my hands that are laying in my lap.

-Loki: "Just Tell me!"

He suddenly yelled and I unwillingly flinch, tears starting to approach in my eyes. I feel how I start to shake, it's something I just can't control and I hate it. I hate to be like this in front of Loki. He obviously noticed what is happening with me and he immediately knelt down in front of me between my legs. He puts his hands on my knees and starts to caress them softly with his thumb.

-Loki: "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Y/n." He whispered. Then I felt the anger inside of me again, the uncontrollable one which got me in the mess I'm in.

-Y/n: "You want to know what happened?!" I yelled and stood up, the skin where he touched me is burning. "He cheated on me, that's what happened!" Tears finally escaping my eyes.

-Loki: "Y/n, please calm down a bit. I'm sorry, I truly am." He got up from the ground again and tried to come closer to me but I backed away.

-Y/n: "He gave me the fault that he cheated on me! Thing is, I'm not that stupid to get manipulated and things didn't go as he liked, so he punched me!" This time it's me who is going towards Loki and he's backing away. "First it was a slap in the Face, then he punched me in my stomach, some time later I was laying on the ground and he kept going! Is this what you wanted?! Are you happy now?!"

Before I could even wait for an answer, my body just decided to give up on me, so I sank to the ground, but Loki caught me before I even touched it with anything else than my feet. He puts me on his bed again.

-Loki: "I'm going to kill him." He quickly wanted to go out of the room and when he reached the door, I suddenly stopped him.

-Y/n: "Don't." It's almost an unbearable whisper. It's weak and soft and full of pain and I hate it even more. But Loki heard it and stopped before opening the door.

-Loki: "Give me a good reason why I shouldn't." He kept standing at the door but didn't move.

-Y/n: "I... He... It's... We wanted to marry. He told me he would've stopped cheating on me after we married. It was just unfortunate that I found out before." He looked at me unbelievingly.

-Loki: "Tell me You're joking right now." He came some steps towards me. "Y/n, tell me that this is a terrible joke!" He raised his voice again and I flinched again but it wasn't as bad as the first one, I think, but maybe I just doesn't feel my body anymore. "How can you be so stupid?! You said you couldn't be manipulated but that's exactly what he did! Can't you see it?" He is gesturing around with his arms to make a point.

-Y/n: "He didn't manipulate m-" my voice sounded a bit more stronger but I got cut off.

-Loki: "Yes, that's exactly what he did. You just told me that he punched you because he cheated on you and you found out." He put extra emphasis on every 'he', "You maybe don't see it, but you're giving yourself the fault for it and that's exactly what he wanted."

-Y/n: "That's not true." My voice is back to an almost whisper again.

-Loki: "Fine, then why don't you grab your stuff and go back to him if you're that sure that he won't ever hit or cheat on you again."

-Y/n: "Alright, if that's what you want."

I got angry again and ran, despite the tears and that I almost faded a minute ago, out of his room and to mine to go and pack my stuff. Loki's right, I'm sure Hadeon didn't mean any of it and he wouldn't do it again. It's not true that I give myself all the fault on it, he was the one who cheated, but that doesn't mean that he didn't warn me or that I can just raise my voice at him after everything he's done. He isn't a bad person, I was just complicated and he had needs that needed to be stilled. I wasn't able to give that to him so he needed someone else to do it for him, but now I'm able to give him everything he needs.

With my packed bag I walk into the living room where Tony, Steve, Bruce, Clint and Hadeon are sitting in. As usual, all eyes land on me, especially because I just stormed inside. Hadeon jumped off the couch as soon as he saw me. I stopped walking immediately as our eyes met. I think I wasn't as ready as I thought, but the day had to come and better sooner than later.

-Hadeon: "Hey." He says with that smile I fell in love with.

-Y/n: "Hey." I say back, a little out of breath because I was in a rush the whole time, praying that he wouldn't leave before I was done packing.

-Hadeon: "Listen, Y/n, I'm so sorry About what happened, it's Just-" I hold my hand in the air to gesture him to stop and he does.

-Y/n: "It doesn't matter, okay? Just take me home, please." I came closer towards him and I can see the confused look on his face, probably the rest of the guys have the same look and their faces. "We can talk about this at home, yeah?" I put my hands on both of his shoulders.

-Hadeon: "Of course, yes, immediately. If that's what you want, yes." He is overwhelmed but it doesn't matter, I just want to go.

He puts his arm around my waist and I let go of his shoulders. Then he takes my bag and puts it on the shoulder I'm not standing next to right now. He gives me another smile and a kiss on the cheek. It doesn't feel like before but we can get that feeling back, I'm sure.

-Hadeon: "Well, I have to go and bring my lady home. It was really nice to be here." He says to the guys that were watching us, maybe more me, and before someone can say something back, we're already walking towards the exit.

While we're walking to the door, I feared he would be standing in front of every single day, I see how Loki is standing in some of the hallways. Hadeon doesn't seem to notice him, he just pushes me forwards as he noticed that I slowed a bit down. I can see how Loki is shaking his head and if I'm not wrong, there's a little bit of worry written over his face. I close my eyes for a moment and focus on Hadeon and the apartment - our home - again, then I started walking as fast as him and without even another moment, we're leaving the headquarters behind and enter our apartment.