My Chemistry Tutor

CHAPTER 5 : Drives me crazy

JENNIE'S POV

That night I couldn't think about anything other than Lisa. She has this enchanting aura around her, it draws me in

Not just because she's beautiful and mysterious, but because I think there is something she isn't showing everyone

Ever since freshman year, she has always been cool and collected, I don't know if I have ever seen her show any sadness or worry or fear

I don't even really think I have even seen her be happy

There has to be something more to her than meets the eyes, but I doubt I'm ever going to be the one to figure her out

Yet, I want to know more about her. I want to know her hopes, dreams, and what she loves

I want to see her open up and feel like she's doesn't always have to be on guard

I don't know what it is about her that drives me crazy

Maybe it's the intense stare she does when she's trying to figure something out, it leaves me breathless when she narrows her eyebrows and her brown eyes seem to turn a darker shade

Or maybe it's when she teased you and she has this sexy smirk that makes me think she knows what is going on in my head

Or when she gives you her infamous half-smile, you feel like the most important person in the world

And the way she dresses is so edgy and unique. She never wears shorts or skirts

I think I've only ever seen her wear a dress once and it looked amazing on her

She likes wearing a denim or leather jacket, that's her signature thing

Wow, I've never noticed how much I've paid attention to when it comes to her

I guess I've always found her admiring, she's always been one to fight injustice in school

I remember one time where she got suspended for punching a boy who bullied a younger girl for months

Lisa is known for doing those kinds of things. No one messes with her

I think the reason why I like Lisa so much compared to everyone else is that she doesn't try to be perfect, she knows that she's flawed, but she doesn't let that stop her from doing what she wants

Unlike me, I have too many insecurities

I'm too shy. I'm a knock it. I'm awkward. I'm dorky. I'm scared of everything

I'm not pretty enough. I don't dress well enough. I'm not like Lisa

LISA'S POV

For some stupid reason, I can't stop thinking about Jennie. And I hate it

This girl deserves the world

She deserves better than anyone at school and I'm ready to knock out anyone who disrespects her

She's just too good for this place. Not the innocent too good, I mean she's just better than other people

I'm saying this from years of experience knowing her

We've gone to the same high school for four years, of course, I've noticed her

I admire how intelligent she is and she doesn't brag like other kids, she's humble

And I like that she's not an attention seeker, she likes being quiet and in the back of the class

She would rather the spotlight be on something important than on herself

She's also such an awkward person, but I like it. She tells the truth, she doesn't sugarcoat anything or try to deceive you

She knows she is shitty at lying so she avoids lying to you

And one of the best things about her is how dorky she can be at times

I find it charming, it always keeps me interested

There's so much to her and sometimes I think she makes herself so small

I wish I could help her I wish I could help her feel so much more important than what she thinks she is

Damn, see what I mean, she makes me crazy

She's beautiful. I love seeing her hazel eyes, they are full of light

I wish I could run my hand through her hair and hold her tightly

Wait for a second...Did I just think about hugging her like that?

Oh no, I need to stop this