I find myself staring emotionless at the wall again, clenching my bed sheets..thinking. I don't want to lose him..he's the only one the understands me. I pick up my phone. UNREAD KIK MESSAGE- hey, are you okay?
Oh no, he's getting suspicious..I'll just text back...
Me- hey, I'm sorry I had to go..
Him- That's okay, how was
Your day?
Me- it was good
Confusing and scary.
Him- that's awesome that you had a good day!😊
Me- thank you how was your day
Him- any time talking to you makes my day amazing.
Me- awe thanks
Holy shit yes.
My eyes brighten and I get all blushy..
NEW KIK MESSAGE
Him- no problem..umm can..can I ask you something?
Me- sure, anything.
Him- can you be my venting buddy?
Me- oh..yeah of course..that would be awesome.
I could be a venting buddy, right?
My thoughts are Rudely interrupted by a loud BANG. The door jiggles continue-sly.
Who is it?
My voice cracks.
For any of you who didn't know what venting buddy means: to have a 'buddy' to tell them your worries, complains, any thing to let off steam. Thank you✌❤️
~_depressed_disney_
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JugendliteraturA suicidal teen who..kinda..falls in love with an internet friend, the distance doesn't matter for these two, but one day something goes..well..a bit unexpected.|| TRIGGER WARNING||
